06/26/2025
The truth is, I am just like many of you: on a quest to find a yoga class and a yoga teacher that is a great match for me.
The funny thing is… the class I was teaching is the class I would love to take! And that’s why it was so important for me to teach it.
At different points in my yoga journey, more active, strenuous, and moving classes were what I wanted. Frankly, I didn’t know that yoga was anything more than that; those times were before I had learned the bigger picture of what yoga is, what yoga offers to us. As a dancer, a yoga class with flowing sequences where I’d be praised for the perfect poses that my fit, flexible body could achieve felt fantastic!
As life progressed and I learned more, my needs changed.
I’m not looking for physical challenge and increasing my heart rate; I’m happy to keep my fitness pursuits in the gym. I’m also not looking to rest quietly (in restorative postures) or stretch (yin) for a whole class. Really, like many, I’m only looking for a standard “mat class” -- but really dialed down: a little bit of movement and mobility, a little bit of strengthening, a little bit of breath and focus, and of course a quiet, settled savasana. And I’m looking to learn more about yoga, how it can improve my life, and feel encouraged to integrate that throughout my day.
Despite my years practicing yoga, this preference has left me trying out “beginner friendly” yoga classes. Unfortunately, it seems that most yoga teachers don’t fully get what it means to be truly a beginner, or a beginner in an average body or a bigger body or a less-fit, less-mobile body. It’s not that they don’t want to support everyone, but often they are not equipped to break down poses and other practices to their more accessible bare minimums. (No disrespect intended; most yoga teachers are lovely and have the best intentions!) Which means that most classes advertised as “beginner friendly” are actually not, and are also not what I’m looking for either. And if you live away from cities, your options are even more limited.
Why is this important to me and important to recognize? It’s not just that I am challenged to find an appropriate class for myself -- although that is frustrating. It’s even more important because so many people end up missing out on what yoga can be. Yoga truly is for everyone, yet typical studio and class offerings don’t necessarily demonstrate that.
Sampling a few local classes reaffirms for me that there is a need for what I can offer. And I will find ways to continue doing that.
If you’re out there feeling a little sad because you really want to practice in a community but can’t seem to find the class that fits where you are in your journey, I feel you! I know it’s hard to keep taking new classes with new teachers. And I know it’s hard to take a class that doesn’t match the pace and energy you prefer. If it’s too easy and slow, it becomes a practice in remaining focused and present. If it’s too challenging, it’s no fun when you need to modify every single thing the class is doing.
Keep at it. Yoga is worth it. And yoga is much more than what happens within a studio; you can practice yoga even if you never set foot into a yoga class.
Keep at it. Yoga is worth it. What yoga can do for your life is worth it.
And in case you haven’t figured it out, this is as much a note to myself as it is to anyone else.