03/08/2023
It’s National Breastfeeding Week!
Somehow I have lined up officially being done pumping with this week so here’s my recap of my BF journey with Aiden.
•I had planned to nurse and we got our latch in the hospital but Aiden continued to lose weight after birth
•My doctor and our lactation consultant suspected that my milk was late to come in due to the medications I was on to lower my blood pressure
•Our first night home from the hospital, Aiden cried hourly. I would nurse him to sleep and an hour later we’d repeat the process. I eventually pumped to see what milk I was producing and only a few drops came out. I was so sad but we quickly supplemented with formula and Aiden was finally full and sleeping peacefully.
•If I could change anything with my BF journey it would be this moment right here. I continued to pump to monitor my supply and we’d feed it to him through a syringe and/or bottle. I wish I stuck with nursing through this process and trusted my body that the milk would come.
•My milk started to come in (pic 1) and each pumping session I’d finally be making more and more ounces
•Once my milk was fully in, I tried to switch back to nursing but Aiden had made up his mind. He preferred the bottle. I didn’t love pumping since it felt like such a double time chore feeding him AND THEN pumping but it felt like my only option if I wanted him to have my breast milk.
•Pumping became part of the routine. I pumped while feeding him, I pumped in the car while out shopping with friends, I pumped at weddings (shout out to the Mom cozy S12 pro that made on the go pumping so much easier), I pumped at work…
•I did try to see a lactation consultant again about nursing but even she noticed how much he preferred the bottle. Despite that, we continued to try nursing off and on and a few times he actually did it! (Pic 7)
•Now I have officially gone 5 days without pumping (pic 10). I am both happy and sad to be done pumping. On one hand, I feel like I have so much time back to focus on work, chores, Meeko, Dan, and even Aiden. On the other hand, I feel sad for being done with this portion of our journey together. 🩵🤍💙