
01/04/2025
Happy (?) 4 year (and one month, because what is time) private practice anniversary to me!
It feels like there has been no point in my practice where things have felt easy. These past 4 years have been meaningful, impactful, and transformative for me. I’ve been so lucky to have both the amazingly hard working, vulnerable, brave clients I have, and the phenomenal colleagues and support system that have enabled me to show up for my clients. I could not do this work without my community, and I am beyond grateful for the way in which I am held by all the folks with whom I am in relationship.
All of that is true. All of that is true AND I feel like I’m handing out sunscreen and bottled water to people living amidst a forest fire (while I’m also in said forest fire). The world is scarier and more dangerous than it has in any time I’ve been a dietitian, or really any time I’ve been an adult, and I feel like I have so little to offer to make it any better or gentler. I am tired. I am scared. I know these feelings are rooted in facts, and make a ton of sense. I know my clients and colleagues and community are scared and tired and in danger too. It’s a really hard time to be a person who cares.
I’m glad to be doing this work. I wish I were doing this work in another context/set of circumstances. Here’s to another year.