01/13/2025
Episode 7 (the 7 Worlds) ; Whispers of the Gatekeeper
Amr sat by the window in his room, the sunlight streaming in through the cracks in the blinds, painting golden stripes across his face. His notebook lay open on the desk before him, but the words of the Gatekeeper filled his mind, drowning out everything else. "The hierarchy guards. The ultimate truth. The chance to rewrite everything." The phrases replayed endlessly, a melody of promise and mystery. He was no longer just Amr, the boy with seizures—he was someone on the verge of something extraordinary, and he could feel it coursing through his veins.
At school, however, this newfound focus on the Gatekeeper began to show in ways that confused those around him. Amr sat at his desk in the back corner of the classroom, the teacher’s voice a faint hum in the background. His eyes were fixed not on the chalkboard but on the patterns in the wood grain of his desk, tracing them with his finger as though they were pathways to another world.
“Amr!” the teacher’s voice snapped him back to reality. His classmates turned to look at him, some with confusion, others with quiet snickers.
“Yes?” he said, blinking rapidly as though emerging from a trance.
“I asked you to solve the equation on the board,” the teacher said, her tone stern but concerned.
Amr squinted at the numbers scrawled in chalk but couldn’t focus. Instead, he muttered under his breath, “There are equations far greater than this. Equations that shape the entire universe…”
The class erupted into laughter, and the teacher’s brow furrowed. “Amr, this isn’t like you. Please stay after class.”
After the bell rang, the classroom emptied quickly, leaving Amr alone with his teacher. She leaned against her desk, arms folded, studying him with a mix of frustration and worry.
“Amr, what’s going on with you?” she asked. “You’re distracted, you’re talking nonsense during lessons, and your grades are slipping. This isn’t the Amr I know.”
He hesitated, his gaze falling to his hands. “I… I’m waiting for something.”
“Waiting for what?” she pressed, her voice softening.
“For the storm,” he said, almost in a whisper. “The storm will take me to the Gatekeeper again. He said I could find the truth. That I could change… everything.”
The teacher’s eyes widened slightly. “Amr, are you feeling alright? Have you told your mother about this?”
Amr shook his head. “She wouldn’t understand. Nobody does.”
At dinner that evening, Layla watched Amr push his food around his plate. His face was distant, his fork tracing aimless patterns in the rice.
“Amr, you’ve barely eaten,” she said, her voice gentle but tinged with worry. “Is everything alright?”
He looked up, his eyes holding a strange intensity that made her stomach twist. “Mama, do you believe we can change our destiny?”
The question caught her off guard. “Destiny? Why are you asking about that?”
“Because…” He hesitated, searching for the right words. “Because what if we’re stuck in a life that isn’t ours? What if we could… rewrite it? Like a book, starting over from the beginning.”
Layla’s heart ached at the sadness in his voice. She reached across the table and placed her hand over his. “Habibi, life isn’t a book we can rewrite. But we can make the best of the pages we’re given.”
Amr pulled his hand away, frustration flashing in his eyes. “But what if the pages are wrong? What if I wasn’t meant to live like this?”
Her breath hitched, but she kept her voice calm. “Amr, you’re my son, and you’re perfect the way you are. Don’t let these thoughts consume you.”
He didn’t respond, his gaze dropping back to his plate. Layla bit her lip, the unease in her chest growing.
The next day at school, Amr sat on the edge of the playground, his back against the chain-link fence. Around him, his classmates laughed and shouted as they chased each other in a game of tag. Koko ran up to him, her red ribbon fluttering in her hair.
“Amr, why aren’t you playing?” she asked, plopping down beside him.
He glanced at her but didn’t answer right away. His mind was elsewhere, replaying the Gatekeeper’s words.
“Do you think there’s a place where we can be anything we want?” he asked suddenly.
Koko tilted her head. “What do you mean?”
“A place where you’re not… stuck. Where you can choose who you are and what happens to you. Like… heaven, maybe. Or another world.”
Koko frowned. “I don’t know. But why are you thinking about that?”
Amr looked down at his hands, his fingers tracing patterns in the dirt. “Because I’m tired of being stuck here. I’m tired of this life.”
She reached out and grabbed his arm. “You’re not stuck, Amr. You’re my best friend, and you’re smart and funny, and—”
“But I’m broken, Koko,” he interrupted, his voice cracking. “I’m broken, and I’m tired of pretending I’m not.”
She stared at him, her eyes welling with tears. “You’re not broken. You’re just… different.”
Amr didn’t respond. He leaned his head back against the fence, his gaze fixed on the sky. He was waiting. Always waiting.
Days turned into weeks, and the storm still hadn’t come. Amr’s frustration grew with each passing moment. He spent hours alone in his room, staring out the window or lying on his bed, replaying the Gatekeeper’s words in his mind. "The ultimate truth. The chance to rewrite everything."
One evening, he sat cross-legged on the floor, the dim light of his desk lamp casting long shadows across the walls. His notebook lay open before him, filled with strange symbols and sketches—his attempts to make sense of the visions he had seen.
“Why won’t it come?” he muttered to himself. “Why won’t the storm take me back?”
He clenched his fists, the frustration boiling inside him. The room felt suffocating, the air thick with the weight of his unanswered questions.
“Are you playing with me?” he asked aloud, his voice trembling. “Is this some kind of game? You show me the Gatekeeper, you promise me answers, and then you leave me here to rot?”
His words hung in the silence, unanswered. He pressed his palms to his face, his shoulders shaking with silent sobs.
The longer the storm refused to come, the more Amr’s mind began to spiral. He started to see patterns where there were none—shadows on the wall that seemed to move, whispers in the stillness of the night. His dreams were vivid and chaotic, filled with glimpses of the Gatekeeper and the swirling vortex of the gate.
One night, he dreamed he was standing before the gate again, its massive doors carved with intricate symbols that seemed to shift and change as he watched. The Gatekeeper stood before him, its form glowing with an otherworldly light.
“Why are you making me wait?” Amr demanded, his voice echoing in the emptiness. “Why won’t you let me through?”
The Gatekeeper’s response was calm, almost serene. “The storm will come when it is time. Patience is the first step toward understanding.”
“But I’m tired of waiting!” Amr shouted. “I’m tired of this life!”
The Gatekeeper’s light dimmed, and its voice softened. “Then perhaps it is not the storm you are waiting for, but yourself.”
Amr woke with a start, his chest heaving. The words lingered in his mind, cryptic and maddening.
Layla watched her son with growing concern. He was withdrawing further and further, his once-bright eyes now clouded with something she couldn’t name. She found him in his room one evening, sitting on the floor with his notebook open, muttering to himself.
“Amr,” she said softly, kneeling beside him. “What’s going on? Please talk to me.”
He looked up at her, his eyes filled with a mix of frustration and sadness. “You wouldn’t understand, Mama.”
“Try me,” she urged, her voice trembling. “I just want to help you.”
He hesitated, then said, “I’m waiting for the storm. It’s the only way I can get back to the Gatekeeper.”
“The Gatekeeper?” Layla repeated, her brow furrowing. “What are you talking about, habibi?”
Amr shook his head, tears spilling over. “It doesn’t matter. Nothing matters.”
Layla pulled him into her arms, her heart breaking as she held his trembling frame. “You matter, Amr,” she whispered. “You matter so much.”
But her words felt hollow, even to herself. She didn’t know how to reach him, how to pull him back from the edge of whatever abyss he was standing on.
Amr’s life became a cycle of waiting and frustration. He was caught between two worlds—unable to move forward, unable to go back. The storm that had once terrified him had become his only hope, and its absence felt like a cruel joke.
In the quiet of his room, he stared at the sky, wondering if the Gatekeeper was watching him, waiting for him to break. And in the depths of his despair, he whispered a question to the void:
“Is this my destiny? To wait and suffer, caught between chaos and order, never truly living?”
But the void remained silent, its answer hidden in the stillness. And Amr, once so full of life, was left to wonder if the storm would ever come again—or if he was destined to remain on the shores of nowhere, forever waiting.