05/29/2026
Podcaster and author of Phoebe Berman’s Gonna Lose It, recently shared on with how her childhood OCD convinced her that she had caused 9/11.
She was just 5 years old, but after seeing news coverage of the attacks, Brooke became convinced that because she could picture them in her mind, she must somehow be responsible. The guilt became so overwhelming that she found herself confessing to anyone who would listen.
Brooke also shared that despite experiencing these symptoms as a child, she wasn’t diagnosed with OCD until college. At the time, OCD was often understood as something more outwardly visible, with physical compulsions. The intrusive thoughts, guilt, and mental compulsions she was experiencing weren’t recognized for what they were.
Thank you, Brooke, for sharing your experience. Stories like this help show that OCD is so much more than the stereotypes. For many people, OCD isn’t visible at all. It’s the fear, guilt, and responsibility that feel painfully real, even when they aren’t.