12/16/2024
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Thought was fitting to share on Tys actual bday today💙
Do you really trust? Or do you trust when it’s convenient?
2019… that was the year I won my first go round at the NFR, which had obviously been a goal since I first made it in 2016. It took the 4th year to finally get that accomplished. I’ll never forget that moment and how it felt. Most of the time we only see what’s right in front of us and we want things now, but Gods timing is impeccable and perfect. We may not ‘feel’ that or see it that way but if we can just have the faith as small as a mustard seed, we can start to trust and be comforted by what lies further ahead in life.
He’s got our back and he truly wants what’s best for us.
That year, 2019, I won my first go round on Tys birthday, and that year, just days before we unexpectedly lost a loved one. It was an extremely tough time, but God brought us a little joy amidst our struggles and pain. He knew we needed that all along. He knows what we need and exactly when we need it.
Not only did I win my first go round, I ran the fastest time of the finals that year. That was a dream come true. I wanted so badly to have that saddle at some point in my life. I will forever be grateful to these horses who have made this possible.
We may have felt like we didn’t have ‘the team’ or the same horse year after year, God kept saying, trust me. While at times I was in tears not knowing what was next, he showed me I just needed to be willing to take the next step, one little step, not know or see the whole picture.
So, Trust… I challenge you to trust at a much deeper level than just what you feel or see currently. Or even based on past experience, we’ve all hurt and experience pain, and I am sure we have all lost our faith at some point. But we can be encouraged that God is the same and never changes, we have to choose to continue to trust that He will come through the next time… and the next time after that, because He will, he always does.
I feel the need to share these stories from time to time in hopes to encourage just someone 🩷