05/16/2017
Good morning all. I have to say as of last evening I don't think I have ever in my life felt more lost. Useless as a father and grandfather. And absolutely defeated in helping. the little princess does not sound like she is going to be discharged in the near future and I have to admit I'm not even sure if at all. I try my very best not to make anything about myself and make this about a little princess and her mom and her brothers. But I have to admit as a grandfather this absolutely crushes me. As a dad and as a guardian of the boys at this time it absolutely defeats me because I don't know how mentally physically and financially I'm going to make this work while the princesses mommy spends every minute she can with her as long as she is still on this Earth. Which I totally 100% support. But I just don't know how Grandpa is going to do what needs to be done here in the meantime. Needing lots of guidance courage and wisdom that's for sure. Thank you all for your continued prayers for the princess and I hope they continue