03/07/2025
We've been back since Tuesday afternoon, and I've slowly been coming back to life after the traveling. In total, I drove over 60 hours on this trip and over some of the wildest, steepest, most BEAUTIFUL passes of my life, and the pure adrenaline rush is finally leaving my body and sleep recovery is happening big time.
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This trip was some sort of Sprititual awakening for me. I had so many realizations, and the pure energy and magic I was feeling from these amazing trees and foliage was something that I had never felt before.
We did sit with the Guardians in the Redwood National Forest, and I drove down Redwood Hwy, and my whole body was buzzing. We didn't get any pictures with the biggest trees ever because pictures do NO justice to how big they truly are and the magic they carry, and I think all three of us were just taking it it.
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I wept as I had my arms spread, hugging them and thanking them for their beauty, their protection, their power...but what I was really weeping for was the woman I was shedding, the barriers, obstacles, people, and places I have been outgrowing, I was weeping for the complete overwhelming experience I was having throughout this trip. I had a blast, for sure, and we have a million memories to keep forever. Don't get me wrong! But the under the surface, Michelle was SCREAMING and GROWING in so many ways that everything I had gone through in the past few years and especially this last really hard year came all the way to boil and was like "HEYYY, GIRL you should totally stop avoiding what you're feeling"
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I welcomed this feeling, and I sat with the grief I felt from being left in my darkness, for not being protected, for not being worth it.
I sat and wept over the woman I became through all this pain and darkness because she is SO damn beautiful and takes no s**t anymore.
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I wiped my tears, and I remembered that I AM DIVINE. I am LOVE and LIGHT. I am an amazing woman who deserves the world and more. I thanked myself for getting me through the hardest, darkest times, and still choosing to smile over life and her beauty in all forms.
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Love is an energy.
Love is action.
Be love.
Show love.
Love yourself, over everything.