04/30/2026
I deadlift.
Not because I’m chasing numbers.
Not because it looks impressive on Instagram.
I deadlift because my body needs it.
As a pelvic floor PT and Pilates instructor, I see what happens when we avoid load for too long.
We lose options.
We lose confidence.
We lose capacity.
And as someone who’s hypermobile, navigating perimenopause, with a history of pelvic pain and a nervous system that likes to keep me on my toes (hi POTS)… I don’t get to skip strength.
I need it.
Deadlifts give me:
• Structure where my body has too much freedom
• Feedback I can trust
• A way to build strength without relying on end ranges
• A chance to practice pressure management under load
• Resilience—not just physically, but mentally
Also—this video is my 5th heavy set.
It should look hard.
And if you look closely, you’ll see me start to shift into my right hip. That’s my tell.
So instead of ignoring it or pushing through, I adjusted—
added some single-leg work with the weight held to the outside of the working leg to challenge lateral hip stability and clean up that pattern.
That is the work.
Not perfection.
Not forcing symmetry.
But noticing… and responding.
This isn’t about “pushing through.”
It’s about building a body that can handle more… without flaring, guarding, or shutting down.
Some days that means heavy.
Some days that means light.
Some days that means modifying, regressing, or walking away.
Strength is not the opposite of sensitivity.
It’s what allows a sensitive system to feel safe doing more.
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If you’re dealing with pelvic pain, hypermobility, hormonal shifts, or autonomic stuff—
you’re not fragile.
But you do need the right entry point.
Better begins today.
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