03/30/2024
Much to say abt this for☝🏽 proof of Status & I have plenty more if u like! ✌🏽I loath the black bar a✝️ my breasts & was shocked this photo was chosen for a cover at all! 🤢 It’s the worst cover they ever had imho & of course it’s mine! 🤪😭🤬🤣😒 Like who tf wants to really see this 💩? models/women/feminine boxing? 🙄🤣 I thought it was meh but many seem to think it was really cool! 🤷🏽♀️
In any event, I suppose reasoning was my rack is the best of the LA bunch 😆 but none of the models boxers ever threw a bare breasted punch!🤨🤦🏽♀️ So why even take this picture at all? 💁🏽♀️ I remember I didn’t want to put this silly get up on bcz I wasn’t a model boxer & it wasn’t my style but was a little more than pressured into playing along, esp since I had already been paid & actually one of the very few women who had the honor of living in the P10 mansion, 72 Beverly Park! 🤩😂 So whatever’s I put on the dumb gloves! Didn’t think they’d put it on a cover with a black bar a✝️ my beauty, so tacky!! 😭 But besides this, working with P10 was always a wonderful, fruitful & life expanding experience for me - other than frenemies, of course! Yet since leaving that world for a more real & spiritually nourishing life, it has been quite the task to find placement in the world outside privileged ignorance that aims to entice others into the same. Good people, great people but I needed to find my tribe! I’m still looking.
I’ve lived a lot of life & had a lot of opportunities untaken, set ups, mistakes & a lot of what I thought was love. Most times I feel so close yet also still so far away from my life’s goals. Crazy cz the fruit I desire for myself seems so simple to attain bt it’s not coming thru yet & what I want for our collective seems to pull from my vast complexity that I have no choice but comply to its heed towards transcendence & now! The collective calamity & cohesion + ai 💩 is thick atm & so is the weight on our hearts & minds. I just wanted to ground the energy in gratitude for all I have got to experience, witness & create. Mortified abt what our world’s been hiding & sending 💓 towards the revealing of our true coherent calling❣️🐲