03/10/2026
I grew up around astrology. It was normal in my home... we watched the horoscopes on TV, and I became really fascinated by it. As I got older, that curiosity grew into something deeper. I studied astrology, made charts, and even explored other spiritual practices like mediums, tarot, and shamanic rituals. At the time, I didn’t realize how spiritually open and vulnerable I was. I was just searching... for identity, for meaning, for healing, for something bigger than myself.
But what I didn’t understand then is that these things open doors spiritually, even when we don’t intend to. I wasn’t trying to do anything dark. I was just hungry and hurting. And the enemy loves to offer counterfeits to people who are spiritually sensitive.
But God came for me. Not when I was clean or sober or ‘ready’ ... He came when I was high and lost and confused. I told Him, ‘If You want me sober, You take this away,’ and He did. Instantly. And after that, all I wanted was His Word. I couldn’t watch TV, I couldn’t listen to music... I just needed Scripture. That’s how He drew me out.
As I read the Bible, I started to understand why those things had such a hold on me. The Bible talks about rebellion, manipulation, and counterfeit spirituality... and I saw myself in those patterns. Not because I was evil, but because I was wounded and searching in the wrong places.
Now I understand that even things that seem harmless... like horoscopes or zodiac signs... can open doors we don’t realize. Most people don’t know that. I didn’t know that. If I had known the spiritual depth of what I was touching, I would’ve stayed far away.
But God has been so gentle with me. He didn’t shame me. He didn’t condemn me. He just showed me the truth, healed the roots, and taught me His ways. And now I belong to Jesus. He’s the One who gives real identity, real peace, real revelation, and real freedom.