02/13/2026
Maybe you relate...
I was the type of person that didn’t realize I was burnt out until my body got anxious, shut down, collapsed, or got sick.
I am learning, from my own inner healing and also from the decolonial movement, how my brain is wired to extract from my body and from the earth until collapse. I am wired to keep working, keep producing, keep going, even if my body is screaming to slow down. I could not hear it until I was in an extreme.
Someone told me they thought they were having a heart attack years ago but when they went to the hospital, were told it could be panick attacks - she didn’t realize her body was at that level until they said that, then it resonated.
Someone else told me they want to keep pushing forward, not stay in the past, so they keep a positive mindset and hope that their body follows suit, but it didn’t - she repeatedly went to the doctor for throat issues & severe throat tension until she screamed her heart out in the breathwork session and it was gone.
Before I got married the 1st time, I didn’t get my moon cycle for over 5 months. I thought I was fine but my body was clearly telling me something was off.
Lately, I feel like I’m hearing such similar stories from so many people, just different manifestations of it.
Our minds feel fine, so we assume we’re fine. Meanwhile, our body is sending us signals that we can’t hear because we’re programmed to ignore them in the name of this profit-driven, upside down society we’re in.
This still comes up for me sometimes. More often than I’d like. But I’m doing the inner work to shift that so I can re-imagine a new life, so I can create a life that is in integrity with my body’s cycles and needs as well as our planet’s.
We’re the creators, we’re the stewards, we’re the mothers of this time. I think this is THE most important work to shift the tides. You feel me? ❤️🔥