04/24/2025
National Infertility Awareness Week
April 20–26, 2025
This post is for every woman who’s ever stared at a negative pregnancy test and felt her heart shatter. For every person who has felt like their body betrayed them. For the ones who have screamed into pillows, cried in parking lots, and still shown up smiling.
1 in 6 people will face infertility. That’s not a small number. And yet, most of us go through it in silence, like it’s some shameful secret. But it’s not shameful—it’s heartbreaking. It’s isolating. It’s real.
My journey was filled with years of trying to conceive. Years of pain, poking, prodding, and praying. I fought through endometriosis and PCOS, the double whammy that made every cycle feel like a slap in the face. But even through all of that, I held onto hope.
That hope turned into years of praying, medicines, and eventually, my sweet little Amalia! 
Braden and I planned to have another child after Amalia - but my body had another plan.
My uterus—literally turned against me. I was diagnosed with pre-cancerous cells four months after having Amalia, and suddenly, I wasn’t just facing infertility… I was facing a life-altering decision with barely any time to process it. There was no egg retrieval. No time to freeze anything. No “wait and see.” It was a choice between keeping a broken piece of me or saving the rest.
So, I had a hysterectomy.
And let me be very clear—it was not a choice I made easily or willingly. It was ripped from me by circumstance, and it’s something I grieve, even now. Because while it gave me physical peace, it closed a door I never wanted shut.
Infertility is more than just a diagnosis. It’s the quiet ache during baby showers. It’s the forced smile when someone says “you’ll understand when you have kids.” It’s the trauma of lost time, lost chances, and lost dreams.
But I’m here. And if you’re reading this and you’re going through it—I want you to know you’re not alone. Whether you’re still in the thick of it, healing, or just trying to breathe through the grief… I see you.
To the 1 in 6—you are strong, you are worthy, and you are so much more than what your body could or couldn’t do.
Let’s keep talking. Let’s keep fighting. And let’s keep holding space for every story—especially the ones that never got their fairytale ending.
Graphic made by: Claudia Rivera