04/11/2026
I'm over it. I think it's about time I go where I'm needed; and where I'm actually wanted....a place where my strategic tactical mind can actually be utilized; a place where my chaotic 247 thought pattern can actually be recognized. A place where my Big heart will actually get appreciated. Where I know I'm loved, where I know I can be myself and do as I want. Where my unrelenting, unwavering loyalty can be properly used and made into a thing that needs to be. My Baby loves Shannon Cosby, I do but I just don't think she loves me the way she claims she does as she doesn't even bother to want to be intimate with him much anymore unless he is the one who initiates it, she always wants to argue about anything small to be able to create a scene in front of people (the same people that she seems to not understand that are on the same side as I) to be able to call my baby a name and or label him as that serpents spirit always seems to want to do. I really know he will not give up on her but I know me and my son are ready for where we need to actually be.
