01/10/2022
𝗪𝗲𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲
After 15 years in partnership and 11 years married, I’ve decided to start dating this year.
(Allow for awkward pause while you all jump to silly conclusions.)
Nope, it’s not another man. It’s actually a women.
I’ve known her for a while. In fact, I’ve known her my entire life. There’s been interest and intrigue in the past, but I’ve never prioritized her.
The truth is, I’ve put other people’s needs and desires before hers, my whole life. I’ve had glimpses of what life could be like if I finally let her in, but then life happens and I go back to my default mode of taking care of everybody else.
I’ve been afraid to take the leap, to try something new to meet someone new, because I’ve found security and safety in comfort.
But I’m ready for her. Ready for a new kind of love. A romantic kind of love. A feminine type of love. A love that knows no limits or boundaries or conditions.
And so, I asked her out. I’m nervous and excited to finally connect with this woman in a new way and give her all of my attention and all the love that she deserves.
And guess what? I said yes 😉
I’m excited to embark on the journey of dating myself this year. To dance with my light and my shadows and to finally meet ALL of me ❤️❤️
We constantly search outside of ourselves for love, for happiness, for pleasure, for romance…and our desires are often not fulfilled, our expectations rarely met. But what if we turned our focus inward and become all that we seek? What if instead of relying on others to fulfill our needs, we fill our own? Who would we become if we finally accepted, loved and celebrated all parts of ourselves?
I’m excited to find out. Want to join me?