08/12/2023
Itâs been an emotional road since October 22nd. The shop was emptied out a couple of weeks ago. Itâs felt like mourning a loss in a lot of ways, in some ways it still does. Iâve learned a lot. Iâve received a lot of loving advice and gentle nudges. I have been doing my best to occupy myself with other things. Iâve considered just giving up and quietly going back into my corner. Honestly, I wasnât practicing good self care.
I love the seedling that was planted in that space though. The community that was forming. Each and every one of you who took the time to stop in or take a class hold a precious space in my heart. Itâs been my great joy to make herbal things for my community. I donât think I was given that opportunity just to scurry back off into my corner. I donât think Iâm done yet.
Hereâs where Iâm at right now; I have no space for making product with the integrity and care that I want my community to receive from me. I can make incense, cones or loose blends. I can make candles. I do have a handful of things left from the shop that I made up right before packing it all out. I have one special order that I need to finish up this week that was started at the shop. I need a space, and for that I need to start raising funds.
You see, when Iâm not feeling heartbroken over the shopâs closing I can see the lessons I was meant to learn there, the things I can grow from. I can see the areas where I was pretty spot on, and the areas where I need improvement. I can see the things I was missing. I can even see why someone spread the funny rumor that there wasnât anything worth seeing in my previous location. Even better, I can visualize how I would change that in a new location.
Next month I have the opportunity to rent space in Galesville once a month for classes and workshops. I will also be searching for a space to make things, things that I will bring to the classes.
I think next month I would like to talk about Hawthorn and make a syrup with you, if youâd like to do that, please reply in the comments below.
One last thing, if youâve had a good experience working with me that youâd be willing to share, Iâm working on my website and this will include an online shop. I could really use some community feedback right now because this dream doesnât work without you. Youâre why I do any of it.
Much love to you all.