Wholistic Vitality Energy Healing

05/05/2023

"You talk like a book"

So many stories sealed behind pursed lips...

11/06/2022

I would like to invite you into a vulnerable share of my personal recent experience working with Bufo Alvarius Toad Medicine. We facilitated this on Halloween which for me is pivotal day representing when my life completely changed overnight this time last year. Going into this medicine, I was feeling a lot of apprehension about the date.... where last year I was asked for divorce....but like dejavu... felt like i was revisiting these same cycles with another relationship i was experiencing a seemingly similar crossroads with. And so my heart was heavy and my mind very confused.
I had two close friends that i trusted to join me with their feminine support in my healing process Bridget Ishmael who you see holding space for me and Lizz Lincoln who offered to document my experience so I can share the beauty of this medicine in vulnerability and raw authenticity.
This medicine truly is powerfully life-changing and has offered me countless breakthroughs on my personal journey not to mention those I've witnessed on theirs.
And I must say, there's something very special about receiving from a strong Divine Feminine woman!
This is the container that both myself and Bridget hold... and although her path is newer to this medicine... she is natural as a healer with a deep container as you can witness here.
We are now both being called to deepen our training with this medicine to offer it in sacred ceremony to more that are being called to it.
This training is in January in California, where we are calling in support of Divine Sponsors for this fundraiser to help fulfill the cost of this training to bring this back to people who need it. This can be gifted or if you'd like it to contribute to your next session.... your donation can be used as a gift certificate to redeeming in our healing services and medicines.
It is our honor and pleasure to be in service to you. And we want to thank you in advance if you resonate with what we're sharing and feel inspired to sponsor this training that is divinely inspired.
Thank you.
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08/26/2022

Hmmmmm.... this one hits home.
I was my own worst enemy growing up making perceived flaws or imperfections into the insecurities i punished myself with.
I look back at pictures... and can't believe how mean i was to her.... myself.
I've grown to accept myself including my flaws and imperfections... I'm not perfect. There still might be some lingering insecurities. But f**k...I think had i not, I wouldn't have grown so much in self awareness and spiritually and humility.... because that was big tests and lessons... to relearn how to accept and love myself in spite of what i used to believe about myself.
Sometimes I still don't always know how to receive compliments... even though they come more readily. I've learned to see beauty in myself.... where once upon a time, i only used to see ugly.
Interestingly, I remember sitting with Mother Aya medicine.... probably my 4th or 5th time.... when i had her lesson on insecurity.
Now it must be noted, that if you are unfamiliar with this plant medicine, it is very common to purge what is not serving you... meaning throwing up what your vessel has been holding onto energetically, this is known as "panema" (negative energy). So by this time sitting with her medicine, i was quite accustomed to purging...
However as she showed me her lesson for me... how I experienced it was visually and with downloaded "teachings"
She visually was showing me my beauty which was represented in these beautiful moving, colorfully bright fractals while eliciting feelings of such wonder at something so beautiful.... she was showing me this is me... my soul....
But then it started to morph into ugly shapes and patterns and disharmonious movements.... and was restricting smaller and getting icky.. she showed me this is what i do to myself when I punish myself with my ugly thoughts towards myself about myself.... focusing on flaws and growing them bigger in my mind.
Now this is where I'd anticipate purging... like yes please... get this s**t out of me... get rid of these insecurities.... but i never purged once during that ceremony. I felt jipped and cheated....like wtf!! All these purges I've done beforehand...(continued 👇👇👇)

06/04/2022

Yup!!

theshipibomarket • Original Audio

04/26/2022

My rap/poem
"Truth Pill"

04/12/2022

Thank you for your help mounting my painting and with the finishing touches... feels so rewarding to finally get to display it after working on it layer by layer over 6 months.

This piece was so fun to create!!

4ft by 5ft

To the right buyer for the right price 😉😉 Serious inquiries only.

What's pretty cool, is that it glows in the dark creating a whole different scene with lights out.