08/15/2016
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Two years ago, this very day on the way to my 40 week check up...my water broke ALL OVER THE CAR SEAT. I had been have hard contractions, but ignored them as I had so many braxton hicks. And with that we turned around and went home.
"My body shook. My nerves. As the contractions came and went, and the fluid continued to gush, my body physically was showing signs of working … and at moments I was still in disbelief. This experience seemed so foreign to me. So new. So different. Again, I felt outside of myself, trying to comprehend this was the moment I had worked for and trained for in all aspects. The dreaming, wishing, visualizing was bearing fruit. It was my present. It was my now," (excerpt from the book).
I was afraid. The day had to come. I would finally meet my baby. And have that opportunity to birth the way I wanted to. Could I do it? I cried. I cried a lot.
Maybe you felt the same. Maybe you feel the same. Can you really do it. After researching, planning, and preparing when the time comes do you have what it takes?
I am willing to say you do. You may have never been given the opportunity before to really show it. But when the times arrives and you are in labor, truly in labor, you will find a strength inside of yourself that's always been there. You have always had it, you might just not have had the chance to use it. But you will. And VBAC or not, at the end of the day whether you felt it or not. You were strong. You gave your all. You did it all for you and your baby. You put your body into it. You put your heart into it. And you, dear reader are really, quite strong.❤️