11/26/2021
I don’t need to tell you all the horror stories about my addiction, because if you have experienced it in an capacity, then you already know. So I want to tell you some of the incredible things I’ve learned since the last time I used—nine years ago.
I learned the definition of a true friend.
I learned its possible to live a life without the use of drugs and alcohol.
I learned what it feels like to become a bride and a mother.
I learned that its possible for a highschool drop out to publish a book and go on tour.
I learned that its possible to hold the hand of a dying loved one, without getting high.
Ive learned that all the aspects of my personality that I spent years numbing with drugs, are the things people love most about me.
Ive learned its okay to admit that Im wrong or dont know something. That its okay to ask for help and that its okay fail.
I’ve experienced the peace that comes along with laying my head on the pillow at night without guilt, knowing I did the best I could to be the best person I could.
I still have so much to learn, and Im looking forward to growing and evolving even more.
Im grateful for my higher power, my sobriety, my family, my friends in recovery, for all of you who support, love and accept me as I am, despite my past.
Thank you all for your love, I wouldnt be me without you. Today we have 9 freakin years!
(Ps I’ll be going live to talk about addiction and recovery!)