12/27/2023
Just an early introduction to Life not part one or chapter , whatever just introducing you to my life. Very soon to change not for bad or good just a change, Becoming aware!
Welcome to my life. It was and is full to the brim with all the minor and major things that we carry for good or bad , in my case, The memories that built me and never forgotten.
In the beginning there was no light , no words no sounds, no thoughts, just a warmth surrounding every nerve ending in my consciousness.
Then from this feeling of safety, some how known as that, i felt something forcing me with a feeling later known as birth.
For you, those reading my words, and not knowing or truly caring about me, I have an extraordinary memory.
I remember living at a time when words smells even feelings , mentally or physically, were new and almost all pleasurable.
Loud sounds, bright light, language , were so new to my mind , and body, had no meaning whatsoever.
I was an infant.
I craved food warmth and now the new thrill of Life.
I hated the coldness i felt after what was called peeing, in a cloth surrounding my lower area.
The feeling of peeing was almost what today I'd call, pleasure and it felt so good till coldness crept in.
I was in a new realm of feelings. Some were good and some were bad like a terrible smell after what later I understood as s**tting.
This seemed to follow after my lips and my mouth were filled with tastes that was new to my empty brain.
At the same time these new feelings, good or bad, were causing a sound that brought these large scary people? To what I saw, was a look called, "Smiling". It was accompanied with sounds coming from these "people" that made me feel better and actions that got rid of the stinky smells and cold wetness I felt.
When I felt my belly full from the pleasurable tasting thing my new mind would feel my body free from the weight I felt.
I was floting up down turning twisting. I was doing what i learned was called " laughing, and sometimes " giggling!
I liked these new things I was experiencing. Even the people who was now mommy was so nice i giggled alot.
But when I was floating and doing other things like, seeing around me, free unrestricted by my body, colors changing, I liked it and then the shaking pretty roughly, and seeing green coming towards me closer and closer then the darkness till the light and sounds opened my eyes.
More coming, need a break till more hopefully interesting incidents, continue to draw your attention that i am writing about.
Please no comments yet Other than to acknowledge that you've read up to this point.
Now go back to work or breakfast or your chores.
I will return later with a continuation of my love of flight. I'm sure will be more interesting.