Samson Society, Franklin, TN (2025)

08/24/2025

Dear Younger Me,

I’m sorry their kind words were often a disguise for manipulation. I’m sorry you had to learn early that affection could be conditional, that love could feel like control, and that praise often came wrapped in strings.

It wasn’t your fault. You did everything a child could do to survive—smile, comply, perform, or bend yourself into what they needed. You carried the weight of their needs at the expense of your own.

Now, you can start seeing the patterns for what they were, validate the hurt, and tell yourself the truth your younger self could never hear: you were worthy of love just as you are, and you don’t have to earn it or perform for it anymore.

You are not your past. You are not their words. You are safe now, and you can reclaim your voice, your body, and your story.

08/23/2025

Shame isn’t just a feeling—it’s residue from the very first attachment wounds.

It’s born when safety was traded for connection, when your true self was sacrificed for attention, when you had to learn who you were through closed eyes, disapproving faces, or conditional love.

Shame grows when your first relationships demanded that you be what someone else needed you to be, rather than who you truly were. That’s not just hurt—it’s a self and soul betrayal.

The weight of shame can make you feel unworthy, flawed, or invisible. But here’s the truth: that shame isn’t a reflection of who you are. It’s a reflection of what you had to survive.

Healing begins when you start to notice the patterns, honor the child inside you, and reclaim the parts of yourself that were silenced, ignored, or reshaped to keep someone else comfortable. Every small act of self-compassion is a step toward restoring the self that was never meant to be sacrificed.

Remember: Shame whispers that you’re broken, but in reality, you were just surviving in an unsafe system, and now you can learn to thrive in one that’s safe.

08/22/2025

Addiction isn’t just about substances or behaviors. It’s about dependence. It’s a way of asking the world to tell you who you are.

Whether it’s alcohol, drugs, food, s*x, work, or endless scrolling, addiction is often a strategy to either amplify a feeling you want to feel or numb a feeling you don’t want to face. It’s your body and mind trying to manage something too big, too raw, or too painful to sit with directly.

The truth is: no external source can truly define you. Your sense of self can’t be created or destroyed by what you consume, do, or achieve. Addiction temporarily tricks the nervous system into feeling relief or control, but underneath, the need for safety, belonging, and validation is still there.

Healing begins when you notice the pattern and gently ask yourself:
▪ What am I trying to feel or avoid feeling?
▪ What does my body need right now?
▪ Can I stay with this sensation without needing to escape or amplify it?

Every step you take toward presence and awareness is a step out of dependency and into reclaiming your own identity and your own feelings.

08/20/2025

Most people think a “people pleaser” is just someone who’s overly nice or eager to help. But the truth is often deeper and more complicated.

People pleasers aren’t primarily trying to make others happy. Most of the time, they’re trying to avoid their own feelings of shame—the uncomfortable, gut-level fear that comes when they disappoint someone or fall short of expectations. The real goal isn’t approval or connection; it’s control over how others see them, because if they can predict or shape others’ reactions, they feel safer.

This pattern usually starts in childhood, when showing our true feelings might have been unsafe or when love and acceptance felt conditional. Over time, pleasing others becomes a coping mechanism, a way to protect ourselves from rejection, criticism, or shame.

The problem is, people-pleasing keeps us stuck. We sacrifice our needs, our desires, and even our identity just to avoid discomfort. The more we try to control how others see us, the more trapped we feel and the shame we’re avoiding keeps quietly running the show.

Healing starts with noticing when you’re people-pleasing, asking “Why am I doing this?” and learning to sit with the discomfort of your own feelings. Setting boundaries, saying no, and being authentic are scary at first, but every small step weakens shame’s hold and strengthens your sense of self.

Your worth isn’t dependent on how others see you. It’s already inside you. People-pleasing might have kept you safe in the past, but it doesn’t have to define your future.

08/19/2025

When we survive trauma, our bodies often had to disconnect from pain, fear, and discomfort just to keep us alive. That disconnection was necessary. It was a lifeline. But now, as healing begins, reconnecting to your body can feel intense, confusing, or even painful.

It’s like when your foot “falls asleep”: pins and needles tingle, your movements feel awkward, and it can be uncomfortable. But that sensation is actually your body waking up: blood flowing, nerves reconnecting, and life returning. Healing often feels this way.

You might notice old emotions, physical sensations, or memories that were buried for survival surfacing all at once. It can feel worse before it feels better, and that’s okay. It’s a sign that your body and nervous system are relearning what it feels like to be alive and safe in your own skin.

This process can be messy. You might feel vulnerable, anxious, or frustrated, but those feelings are proof that your body is remembering, reconnecting, and repairing. Over time, with gentle awareness, support, and self-compassion, the intensity softens, and you start to feel the freedom and presence you’ve been craving.

Gentle reminder: Healing is not linear. Feeling discomfort is a signal of progress, not a setback. Your body is coming home to you, one small, sometimes prickly, step at a time.

08/18/2025

Sometimes what we carry in our bodies shows up in ways that confuse or even frighten us. One of those ways is what some therapists call “eroticized rage.”

When someone grows up with experiences of neglect, betrayal, abuse, or other forms of complex trauma, the body often finds creative—though sometimes painful—ways to survive. Anger that couldn’t be expressed safely in childhood may become tangled with arousal. Over time, the nervous system can confuse aggression, dominance, or even humiliation with intimacy and desire.

This doesn’t mean you are “broken” or “bad.” It means your system adapted to unbearable conditions in the only way it knew how. What once helped you survive may now feel like it controls you—showing up as compulsivity, shame, or cycles that feel impossible to escape.

With gentle curiosity and compassion, we can begin to untangle rage from arousal, pain from pleasure, and survival from shame. You don’t have to walk this road alone. Safe relationships and trauma-informed care can help you find freedom and reclaim your story.

Remember: Your coping behaviors are not flaws nor your identity. They are clues, pointing toward the places where your body and heart are asking for healing.

08/14/2025

When we think of peace, many of us imagine calm, silence, and gentle stillness. A soft exhale after a long day. A quiet moment of solitude. And those things can be peace—but they aren’t the whole story.

Sometimes, peace is loud.
It’s the fierce roar of your own voice finally breaking free after years of silence.
It’s the thunderous sound of boundaries being set and toxic patterns being shattered.
It’s the powerful crash of old wounds and limiting beliefs falling away.

Peace doesn’t always come as a whisper. Sometimes it arrives as a storm—messy, intense, and disruptive. It’s the sound of liberation, not just stillness.

If your healing journey feels chaotic, overwhelming, or full of conflict, don’t be discouraged. That “clamor” is the noise of your chains breaking, the soundtrack of your freedom taking shape.

True peace is not about erasing your past or avoiding discomfort. It’s about making space for your whole self to be seen, heard, and loved—even the parts that scream.

So honor the noise, the upheaval, and the struggle. They’re part of the sacred path toward your liberation and wholeness.

You are not failing. You are becoming free.

08/13/2025

Healing isn’t always found in the big breakthroughs or the hours-long therapy sessions. Often, it’s in the gentle, everyday moments that tell your nervous system: You are safe. You are cared for.

▪ Taking deep, soul-nourishing breaths—making your exhale a little longer than your inhale.
▪ 5 minutes of journaling to clear the static in your mind.
▪ A 10-minute meditation or Lectio Divina to root yourself in presence.
▪ Drinking water when your body whispers for it.
▪ Stepping outside for a walk or pausing to notice the way sunlight lands on your face.
▪ Resting under the trees.
▪ Saying yes to a nap when your body feels heavy.

These small acts are not “extra.” They’re how you gently rewire your body to believe in safety, connection, and care.

Sometimes, the smallest things are the most sacred.

08/11/2025

If chaos was the soundtrack of your early life—constant conflict, unpredictable moods, walking on eggshells—your body learned to be ready. Alert. On guard.

Peace, in contrast, can feel… unsettling. The quiet feels suspicious. Kindness feels unearned. Stability feels boring or even unsafe.

It’s not because you “like drama” or can’t appreciate good things. It’s because your nervous system was wired to survive in unpredictability, not rest in safety.

Healing is the process of teaching your body that peace isn’t a trap—it’s a home you can live in. This takes time, repetition, and gentle self-compassion.

You can re-train your nervous system to recognize calm as comfort, not danger. You can choose relationships that feel steady instead of stormy. You can stop chasing what hurts just because it’s familiar.

Familiarity is powerful. But so is your ability to create a new normal.

08/10/2025

There’s a difference between being with your pain and being inside your pain.

When we consciously witness our pain, we step into the role of compassionate observer. We notice the sensations in our body, the emotions that rise, the thoughts that pass—without judgment and without trying to fix them. In that space, pain begins to move through us, like a storm passing.

When we relive the story around our pain, we drop into the old scenes:
▪ The conversations we replay a hundred times.
▪ The “should have” and “if only” loops.
▪ The self-blame that grows heavier each time.

Instead of releasing, we recycle the hurt—and often add layers of shame.

This isn’t about “just letting go.” It’s about shifting from being swept under the waves of your pain to watching them rise and fall from the shore. That’s where healing begins.

Your story matters. But you are more than the story. And your pain is not forever—it’s something your body can learn to release when it’s truly seen.

08/09/2025

Abuse isn’t always loud. Sometimes, it’s the silence. The glances. The weight of walking on eggshells. It’s the shrinking—piece by piece—of your voice, your needs, your dreams, until you barely recognize yourself.

You don’t have to have bruises or broken objects to justify calling something abusive.
If you’ve learned to quiet your laughter, hide your opinions, or edit your every move to avoid someone’s anger or withdrawal—that’s harm.

Abuse can be measured in all the ways you’ve had to disappear to survive. And here’s the truth: You deserve to take up space again.

If this feels familiar, you are not alone. Healing is possible. Support exists. Your safety matters.

08/08/2025

Have you ever noticed how you can feel clingy and desperate for closeness with one person… yet suddenly distant and shut down with another?

For people with disorganized attachment, this is not a contradiction—it’s the pattern.

When you’re with someone emotionally unavailable, your fear of abandonment flares. You might feel more anxious, needy, or even preoccupied with trying to “earn” their love.

When you’re with someone highly needy or overly dependent, your fear of being engulfed kicks in. You might feel smothered and start pulling away.

It’s a push-pull cycle. And it’s not because you’re broken, “too much,” or “too cold.”
It’s because your nervous system learned early on that love was unpredictable—sometimes safe, sometimes dangerous. So it developed two survival instincts: Move closer when you fear loss. Pull away when you fear being trapped. Both are attempts to keep you safe.

Healing begins with awareness. Notice (without judgment!) when these shifts happen. Learn to name your triggers, soothe your body, and stay connected to yourself in the moment. Over time, in safe and consistent relationships (including your relationship with yourself), your nervous system can learn that connection can be steady, safe, and mutual.

Your attachment style isn’t a flaw. It’s a survival map. And you can draw new routes.

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