Soulfire Awakening with Salieau

04/25/2026

Uranus left Ta**us for Gemini... for me it's the Freaky Friday edition... went from digging through what i was given and now merging it through the me i learned to hide...
Ta**us was about the material economy, value systems, physical resources, what things are worth, who owns what... Uranus in Gemini is all about the information and communication economy...
as this transition comes in and settles, there will be unrest. and that's not a warning — that's just what real change feels like in the body. change for some is very hard to handle, it triggers a nervous system response... many will start feeling the pressure and feel unsafe. but as it settles, ideas can take hold, communication — especially around communication style, gestures, and pleasantries — can start changing dramatically...
and boy i am feeling this one.
we are also in a void moon, which means for some this will feel like a void day... kind of like "lost time." as we sit in the in-between, our gut reactions may be off, it's harder to stay focused, and retaining new information feels slippery... anything started in this period may not take hold the way you intended, or develop as planned.
so take today to just sit with yourself. wait to respond to anything. make notes and re-evaluate in the coming days.
think of it this way — today, spend some time with the Queen of Cups rx. sit in the shadow a little longer. allow yourself to feel the shift.
embrace the change. don't brace for it.

curious where Uranus in Gemini is landing in your chart specifically?
what is it activating?
what are you bracing for that actually needs to be softened?
send me a message — i have an astro/card blend reading that starts at $35 and this is exactly the kind of conversation it's built for.

04/21/2026

04/17/2026

There is a category of person in your life that is different from all the others.
Not the ones who arrived after the transformation. Not the ones who showed up once the growth was visible, once the work had produced something recognizable, once you had become the version of yourself that the world knows how to value.
The ones who were there before all of that.
Who knew you in the version of yourself that had nothing external to offer. Where there was no status, no stability, no compelling story of overcoming — just the raw and unfinished and uncertain version of a person still trying to figure out what they were.
And they chose you then.
Not despite the unfinishedness. In the middle of it.
Those people saw something that didn't require evidence. That didn't need the proof of arrival. That recognized whatever was essentially you — before it had been shaped and refined and made legible to the world.
That is a specific kind of love that almost nothing else compares to.
Because it cannot be explained by what you became.
It predates what you became.
And it chose you anyway.
Those people are not to be confused with anyone else in your life.
Hold them accordingly.

04/17/2026

I wonder if we obsessed over this movie, and are desperately holding on to "fantasy" because of this explaination... what are your thoughts?

04/16/2026

"I had built a life on the surface because I was too scared to build the one that honored my depths and what I really wanted. That's not easy to accept.

It took losing everything in front of me—my job, my visa, my sense of direction in life and my health—for me to finally sit in the silence of a terrifying question:

What do I actually, truly & unapologetically, want?

That sacred question, the one that can only surface when we’re done being distracted by busyness, can be one of the most confronting questions we can ask ourselves. Precisely because it requires you to stop performing your life and start feeling it. Deeply.

For me, it took losing everything in order to find a true answer. I hope it doesn’t take that for you.

But if you find yourself surrounded by NOs right now —if every door is closing and nothing is working and the world you knew is falling apart—I want to offer you a different frame:

You are not being punished… you are being prepared.

The NO is not the end of something. It is the beginning of a conversation with the deepest part of you that has been trying to reach you this whole time."

—Jovanny Varela, excerpt from Gentle Reminder No 132, "Trust in NO (blessings also come in the form of endings): especially when the life you’ve been living on the outside no longer matches the template you carry on the inside."

I wrote a vulnerably honest piece about the time I finally learned how, sometimes, when things fall apart, they are really falling into place. If you're there, may this piece offer solace & a sense of direction ❤️

Read the full piece: jovannyvarela.substack.com

Artwork by Elijah Jambalaya

04/16/2026

Healing isn’t forgetting—
it’s remembering without pain. ✨

04/16/2026

Something nobody tells you about doing the deep work —
It doesn’t stop between sessions. It doesn’t pause because you’re tired or because it’s a Tuesday or because you just got through something and you’d really like a minute.
It comes in waves. And sometimes the waves come back to back.
That’s not a sign you’re doing it wrong. That’s just what it actually feels like to let something real move through you instead of around you.
So you learn to wear joy like a lifesaver vest.
Not performed happiness. Not toxic positivity. Not “good vibes only.” Just — I know the water is deep and I’m going in anyway and I’m going to hold onto something that keeps me at the surface long enough to breathe.
What’s your lifesaver vest right now?
Could be a person. A song. A smell. A memory. Something small that reminds you you’ve made it through water before.
Drop it in the comments — or if it’s not one you can name right now, drop a gif of your day. I’ll meet you there.

04/15/2026

The Chariot isn’t brute force. It’s the alignment of opposing forces toward a single direction.
Look at these two horses. Same harness. Facing the same way. But you can feel the tension in them — two separate wills being held in forward motion by the one standing above them, steady, focused, wand raised. He’s not fighting them. He’s directing them.
That’s the energy of mid-week right now.
The Pisces Moon today wants you to feel your way through. The Chariot wants you to move through. The answer isn’t one or the other — it’s feel it fully, then steer. In that order.
Your inner conflict isn’t stopping you. It’s the two horses doing what they do. You’re the one holding the reins.
The question is whether you’re standing up there directing — or sitting on the ground watching them run.

04/15/2026

"Determination doesn't wait to feel ready. The Chariot moves because it decided to."
The Chariot arrived this week to ask a single question: what are you actually willing to drive toward? Not hope toward. Not vision board toward. Drive.
Mars is building pressure right now — the sky is doing its part. The card is doing its part. The only variable is whether you take the reins or let the horses run without you.
The Chariot doesn't wait for clarity. It creates it through motion.
What direction are you seizing today?

04/14/2026

nothing to post today...LOL did i set some to schedule? no.... they're in my finalize before I post folder 🤣🤣🤣 do i have the mental capacity to finalize them? nope...i have been staring at the folderfor 30 min... instead i'm gonna do a flash offer... 5 questions, 5 cards $33 delivered to your inbox ( or voice notes, phone/video) within 30 min! now i gotta go eat and prep for a voice note reading....