Harvester of Healing

12/09/2025

Something that has been heavy on my heart lately is this, How do we hold space for the parts of humanity we would rather banish to the shadows?
Not just the inconvenient.
Not just the unkind.
But the unthinkable.
The pe*****le.
The murderer.
The ra**st.
The ones whose actions rupture the soul of a family, a community, a child.
The ones whose ripple of harm seems unforgivable.
And yet, if we believe in healing, if we believe in Source, if we believe that all things are energy, then we must also believe that these beings carry wounds that were never tended, trauma that fermented into harm, distortions that became their actions.
Forgiveness does not mean excusing, condoning, or allowing.
Forgiveness does not welcome someone back into your life.
Forgiveness does not say, “What you did was fine.”
Forgiveness is energetic sovereignty.
It is reclaiming the power that was taken.
It is saying,
“You will not live inside my body any longer. I release you from my field.”
This is the work I am so grateful to have been trained for.
Since 2017 I have been learning, unraveling, expanding, understanding the way of the shaman, the way of the healer, and how to walk between the worlds without losing my center.
And it is this path that taught me something essential
We cannot only love the lovable.
We must learn how to love what is difficult, even when we choose not to stay near it.
Loving does not mean engaging.
Loving does not mean remaining.
Loving means we choose not to become the very darkness we oppose.
Working with “difficult people,” or with those whose choices are harmful or self destructive, is not new in the healing arts.
In my years as a nurse I saw it daily
• The COPD patient who still smoked
• The diabetic patient eating boxes of sugar
• The heart failure patient insisting salt “doesn’t count”
And yet my job, my calling, was still to hold space for them in the capacity I could.
Not to fix.
Not to judge.
Not to decide their worthiness.
But to offer what healing I was able to offer, knowing that they alone must choose the rest.
This is no different in spiritual healing.
Humanity is a spectrum.
We are all walking bundles of wounds, choices, ancestry, and consciousness.
Some are still asleep inside their trauma.
Some are trapped inside the density of unhealed lineage.
Some have never met their own soul.
And some cause harm because their spirit is so collapsed they cannot feel the humanity of others.
But here is the truth healers must remember
We cannot heal everyone!!
We are not meant to.
But we are meant to hold a vibration that remembers their soul even when we condemn their actions. Because when we can see the wound underneath the wound.
When we can see the distortion underneath the behavior.
When we can see the lost child beneath the monstrous act.
We free ourselves from carrying that pain.
This does not remove justice.
This does not erase consequences.
This does not ask us to befriend harm.
But it does call us to release the poison of hatred so it does not live inside our own hearts.
Forgiveness is for the healer.
Grace is for the soul.
Boundaries are for the human.
And somehow in the mystery of Spirit,
there is room for all three.
This earthly realm is messy.
Sacred and brutal.
Humanity and divinity woven together in ways that break us open and invite us to rise.
But if we are to walk the healer’s path, if we are to embody the teachings we’ve been entrusted with, then we must learn to love what is terrible without letting it consume us.
This is the medicine.
This is the work.
This is the way.
AHO

12/09/2025

This weekend marks a milestone that my heart has been journeying toward since 2017.
I completed my Master’s healer training!!
A culmination of eight years of study in this modality., ceremony, energy work, personal transformation, countless hours of practice, and an investment of time, finances, and soul-level devotion.
The path of the healer is not something you take lightly.
It asks for your unraveling.
Your honesty.
Your surrender.
Your willingness to rise again and again.
I’ve learned how to sit with my own shadows so I could sit with yours.
I’ve learned how to hold space, not from ego, but from compassion.
I’ve learned techniques passed down through lineage, and learned to embody them with integrity.
This weekend, the vibration in me shifted.
It felt like an initiation into a new level of purpose.
To my teachers, classmates, guides, and every moment that shaped me , thank you.
To Spirit , I hear you. I’m ready.
✨ I am now officially opening my schedule for sessions.
If you are looking for deeper healing, clarity, emotional release, or energetic support, it would be my honor to work with you.

12/06/2025

NOT FAKE, FILTERED...
How to Appear Indoctrinated Enough to Blend Into Mainstream Society (While Staying Fully Awake Inside)

Mainstream society does not reward depth, independent thought, or sovereign consciousness. It rewards predictability. It rewards conformity. It rewards those who follow the script so smoothly that no one suspects they’ve outgrown the stage. The awakened mind quickly learns that truth is not always something you shout it is something you guard. Blending into society is not about pretending to be indoctrinated; it is about choosing when to reveal your inner world and when to walk quietly among the sleeping.

Most people you encounter are not operating from conscious awareness; they are moving on autopilot, following societal programming without questioning its origin. You do not need to join them in their thinking you only need to understand their patterns. Once you understand the patterns, you can flow through society without friction. You become invisible not because you are small, but because you are strategic.

The first step is simple, never reveal the depth of your awakening to people who have not earned that truth. The awakened often make the mistake of oversharing, trying to wake up everyone around them. This only attracts resistance, misunderstanding, and unnecessary conflict. Blend in by engaging people at the level they are comfortable with. If someone speaks from surface thinking, respond at the surface. If someone speaks from ego, do not reply with spirit. You cannot pour oceans into a thimble.

Blending into mainstream society also means learning their language. You do not need to believe the narratives; you simply need to understand how people communicate within them. Small talk, cultural references, trends, entertainment these are not tools of truth, but they are tools of camouflage. Knowing a little about the mainstream world allows you to navigate it smoothly without absorbing its worldview. You are bilingual, fluent in the language of the matrix and fluent in the language of awakening.

You should also understand that most people derive their identity from external structures politics, religion, career, social status, material possessions. So when you are among them, you do not challenge these attachments. You let them hold on to their illusions because those illusions are their stability. Pretending to be “indoctrinated enough” does not mean you adopt their beliefs, it means you allow their beliefs to exist without resistance. The awakened do not argue. The awakened observe!!!

Strategic blending also requires emotional neutrality. The more reactive you are, the more you reveal. When you hear misinformation, propaganda, or cognitive dissonance, you do not correct it. You do not expose yourself. You simply nod or stay quiet. Silence is the greatest shield. No one can measure the depth of a silent mind. Mainstream society thrives on emotional overstimulation and constant opinion sharing. You blend in by participating lightly, not passionately. You do not challenge the current you glide through it.

The next level is mastering predictable behavior patterns. To the unaware, predictability equals normalcy. You keep your routines simple on the surface job, errands, casual conversations, maybe a few mainstream interests. These are not cages, they are disguises. Your real life your inner growth, your sovereign thinking, your spiritual expansion lives behind the curtain. The less people can label you as “different,” the freer you are to move without interference.

You must also understand that most people fear what they cannot categorize. When you speak from awakened consciousness, they will not hear you they will defend their programming. So you offer them the version of yourself that does not threaten them. That version is not fake, it is filtered. You reveal your truth only to those who resonate with it. Everyone else receives the neutral, socially acceptable mask that helps you navigate the world without attracting unnecessary attention.

Your power lies in choosing when to appear ordinary and when to reveal your extraordinary mind. A sovereign individual does not walk around announcing their sovereignty. They preserve it by controlling their exposure. Mainstream society is built on surveillance social, emotional, digital, psychological. But what cannot be measured cannot be controlled. When you learn to speak lightly, act simply, and keep your true thoughts internal, you become ungovernable in plain sight.

Another key principle, do not isolate yourself physically, isolate yourself mentally. You can participate in society without absorbing its conditioning. You can listen to conversations without internalizing their narratives. You can perform your role without becoming the role. The awakened understand that blending in is a survival skill, not a betrayal of consciousness. The warrior wears armor not because he fears battle but because he understands strategy.

It is also essential to avoid intellectual arrogance. Many awakened individuals alienate others by signaling superiority. But blending in requires humility not true humility of the spirit, but social humility, the ability to let people underestimate you. This is a powerful advantage. When society sees you as ordinary, you gain freedom. When society sees you as extraordinary, you attract restrictions. Camouflage protects your mission.

Finally, remember this truth, the goal is not to pretend to be indoctrinated. The goal is to be so internally free that you can walk among the indoctrinated without being touched by their illusions. Blending in is not deception; it is wisdom. It is the art of maintaining sovereignty in a world that fears sovereign minds. You wear the mask so you can move without restriction, but beneath that mask, you are fully awake, fully aware, and fully aligned with your higher purpose.

The awakened do not hide from the world. They simply understand that truth must be revealed with precision. You are not here to perform for society. You are here to move through it, collect wisdom, build legacy, and protect your inner flame until the right people encounter it. Pretending to blend in is not a weakness it is the strategy of those who see too much to be careless.

Thanks to Mark ♡♡♡

12/05/2025

12/03/2025

✨ 5 Signs Your Energy Field Needs Support
• You feel tired for no reason
• You’re absorbing others’ emotions
• You feel disconnected or “off”
• You can’t quiet your mind
• You’re craving change but feel stuck
Your energy speaks long before your words do!!
Harvesterofhealing@gmail.com

12/02/2025

Crystals don’t “fix” you, they help you tune your vibration.
Some work through resonance, some through piezoelectric fields, and many simply through intention.
Your intention is the strongest tool you have!!

11/28/2025

What part of your healing journey feels unclear right now?
I’d love to hear.

11/26/2025

One of my clients arrived heavy with grief and left with breath in her body again.
Healing isn’t always dramatic, sometimes it’s simply being held in a space where your soul can soften.
I’m honored to walk with anyone ready for that kind of gentleness.

11/25/2025

Sometimes life brings you to a moment where the only medicine that makes sense is a big ol’ bubble bath, warm tea, and a deep exhale that reminds you you’re still human, still worthy, still allowed to rest.
Today was one of those days.
I moved through the world with that kind of tired that seeps into your bones, the kind of tired where your spirit whispers, “Stop. Lay it all down for a moment.”
And honestly, the universe has a funny way of reinforcing the lesson, because last night I was so exhausted, I accidentally drank soap.
Yes. Soap.
Not intentionally, I truly believed I had grabbed one of my immunity shots with turmeric, ginger, and all the “make me feel alive again” goodness.
I thought I packed both the soap and the shot in my gym bag, opened one without thinking, and down it went.
Needless to say, when my taste buds screamed betrayal, I knew something had gone terribly wrong.
But all is well.
Poison control assured me I would live to tell the tale 🤣apparently spiritual warriors are built tough.
And so now instead of powering through or pretending I’m some superhuman who never gets overwhelmed, I’m choosing softness.
I’m choosing warmth.
I’m choosing stillness.
I’m choosing self care, not as a luxury, but as a sacred responsibility.
Because our bodies speak. Our spirits speak.
And sometimes they say, “Take a bath, drink your tea, and maybe… double check the bottle next time.”
I also do not recommend drinking doctor bonners, magic lavender soap!

♡♡♡

11/24/2025

I overheard a simple exchange today
“Hello there.”
“Hey, how are you?”
“I’m making it… that’s all I can do.”
“Yep… it sure is.”
And something inside me stirred.
Not in judgment, but in a quiet grief.
Because I could feel the weight behind those words, that subtle surrender so many have made
to just getting by, to simply surviving the day.
But our souls were never designed
to merely “make it.”
We are built of stardust and breath, crafted with the capacity to rise, to flourish, to awaken again and again into deeper versions of ourselves.
We are meant to thrive, to create,
to experience joy that expands us,
not shrink us.
Hearing that conversation reminded me how easily we forget our own light, how quickly we settle for “fine,” for “getting through,” for “that’s all I can do.”
But there is so much more available to us when we remember who we are.
We can tend our bodies,
speak life into our cells,
open our hearts, choose thoughts that lift us,vand allow ourselves to grow beyond the limits we’ve accepted.
We are not here just to “make it.”
We are here to become.
To expand.
To live with intention, with breath,
with soul.
May we each find the courage
to rise above survival and step back into our own sacred thriving.