01/10/2024
(from my personal page - it wouldn’t let me share on here so I’m just reposting it 🫶🏼)
Today marks four years since my mama recived her lung disease diagnosis - idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis. The life expectancy with IPF is 2-5 years, which was one of the hardest pills I think either of us has ever had to swallow. My amazing mama has fought this disease so gracefully & I know she’ll continue to do so.
In the last four years I’ve learned so many different sides of my mama and I wanted to share some of them with you all.
Her strength, her courage and her bravery.
To this day, I have never met someone as strong as this woman.
Her bravery to continue to get up and take Kysen & Bullet on countless walks, oxygen in tow, always pushing it to her max because Kysen wasn’t ready to come home just yet.
Her courage to continue working in a hospital of all places, during and through the height of covid.
Her strength to face the doctors when they told us “I’m sorry but you are not a candidate for a double lung transplant.”
Of course, the anger.
We would all likely have anger when receiving a diagnosis as ugly as this one. Still, she handled her sliver of anger with such grace. Getting annoyed when people would stare at her when she had her oxygen in (which I think they’re just staring because she’s beautiful - just like she’d tell me as a kid) or getting frustrated because she wanted to do more and her body just wasn’t letting her.
She has continued to push the anger aside and fight this thing, tooth and nail.
Her faith in the Lord.
Honestly in the last four years, I haven’t seen or heard this woman question the Lord ONCE. She got handed a death sentence and continued to praise Him. Regardless of what she got thrown her way, whether it be new medication, more horrible side effects, more/new procedures or even TWO hospitals denying her for a transplant - she continued to trust Him, praise Him, love Him and pray to Him. Her faith is beautiful and so inspiring.
This journey hasn’t been easy, especially for her but you couldn’t tell. She always has a smile on her face and joy in her heart, regardless of the circumstances in front of her. ❤️
A little update regarding her latest appointment:
Mom has sent her medical records to three other hospitals. One in California, Michigan and Florida. As of today, UCHealth Denver and University of Michigan have both denied her a lung transplant. California and Florida are both still on the table.
Her lung function is currently at 44% - which is definitely a decrease and a scary number but her doctor is very optimistic. She has been doing pulmonary rehab three times a week and her doctor even started her on another medication to hopefully slow down the progression of the scar tissue even more.
I just want to say thank you to everyone who has supported, prayed for and loved on my sweet mama and to everyone who has helped her in any way. From taking her to dinner, attending Bible studies with her, taking her on fun/new adventures and sending her sweet gifts. Everything you do will never go unnoticed or unappreciated, especially from her daughter, who would give anything to spend every single day with her.
“God’s got me” as my mama would say and we are wholeheartedly believing that every single day. 4 years kicking IPF’s butt DOWN ❤️