01/08/2026
Today at a group , a community of like-minded peers sojourning, we shared around i intentions, goals for the day, week, month, year, etc. Personally, incorporating i tensions has given me a sense of freedom. Intentions have allowed me to move spontaneously. "Goals" became a form of heavy burden I placed upon myself as a "have to". No room spontaneously movement. My goals were wonderful growth opportunities...until they weren't. They got lost in the cold, dark abyss of wintery depression where I laid in my haven of shame. Regret. Sickness. Chained and immobilized with no clarity of freeing myself. Until...I started embarrassing the winter season and the winter of my life. Somewhere I lost my true self! Damn! I now see winter as the likeness of what I imagine it might be like inside of a cocoon. A time of embracing the goodness of rest and growth with the hope of bursting forth with clarity and living ME. I have a dear friend who literally takes months of rest so she can engage in all the LIVING she engages in fully with a gusto all her own! As I've learned to embrace winter I get outside walking, snowshoeing, breathing in the crisp, quiet in the air. Just the other day I've done something I've never done. Got outside for the sunrise, 7:20ish until the setting of the moon, 8:40ish. I built a small bonfire enjoyed my warm tea, listened to the birds as the early sunlight floated above the tops of the trees knowing where the moon was slowly sinking. Ohhhh the energy of the sun, moon, crisp winter air and the freedom of spontaneity. When I woke that day I set the intention of embracing those expectations. It was wonderful to partake it would have been ok to switch up that intention if another opportunity to be my best self appeared. I've never been a person who honestly was rigid. Boy did I try! Pretty icky not only for me but for most EVERYONE around me. Just a way of running from my true self. So I am so very grateful for winter and the gift of freedom that comes along with intentions and the opportlunity to engage spontapneously in living who I truly am!!
Please, share your thoughts of intentions, goals, etc. that you may have for today the week, month, year, or whatever in between. PEACE!