05/10/2024
3 years ago my life was so very different. I really had nothing and had no one but then I found an amazing group of people Missy Sparks , my beautiful daughter Grace, Jon Kroff Alina Cornman (RIP my sweet friend) John Bailey and Pete Gailey and Mary johns sister. I got closer to my family and I was able to stop using drugs i found an amazing place to work in Green River called Beauty and Bliss I was able to have a space there and do the things that I absolutely loved unfortunately that part of my life had to end because I moved to Rock Springs I ended up relapsing for a moment but then came back where I found my NA group. It's been really hard to make friends but the friends that I have made have made a huge difference and a huge impact in my recovery and as of today I am 2 years clean my mind is clear I feel better I have a job that I will be here for 1 year next month, which I haven't had a job in 5 years because I was so messed up. I'm going to have a grandbaby on Tuesday I'm close with my family now I speak with my mom and my dad wish I haven't spoken to my dad in over 30 years I have my own place and I have found my higher power and I am at peace and I am happy even though I'm alone I have found true happiness because it's within me. The healing aspect of the process of recovery is super hard but man does it feel good to let go and to forgive not only others but to forgive myself without my higher power I know I'm nothing she has given me so much strength to be able to do all this i have such gratitude for this learning experience I've gone through and I hope one day I can help someone else the way my higher power, family and friends have helped me to find the better me. So thank you to each and everyone of you who have been a part of this Journey that I was on and will always be on and those who never ever gave up on me for this I'll take another 24! So Blessed Be
