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10/24/2025

Yes

10/12/2025

✨The Freedom in Knowing - You’re Not Going to Win
(Living While Dying — The Privilege of Care — The Wholeness of Surrender)

Sometimes life arranges itself into threes — a dream, a conversation, a moment — all carrying the same soul teaching in different clothes. I’ve come to see that these triads are not coincidence; they’re teachers, coherence, guidance towards deeper remembrance. They form a living geometry through which the Oversoul whispers, Here. This is the lesson you’re ready to live.

I’ve had several experiences like this in the last couple of years but I’d like to share the most recently three moments that wove together like that for me.

First, a dream where I moved between being someone who had an illness and knew that dying was inevitable, then I also sensed myself as the partner of the dying, and then I also sensed being the one witnessing — each of us learning acceptance, surrender, and presence. Then within the same few days, a quiet afternoon with my mom at the nail salon, where she offered to pay for my manicure. When I told her, “ it’s okay mom you don’t need to pay for me. It’s a privilege to do these things for you and with you,” tears welled in her eyes. In that instant, caregiving became grace — no longer did my mom feel I was caring for her out of duty but she felt the doorway into unconditional love and my own heart grew as well.

And now, again within that same time frame, lunch with a friend.

We hadn’t seen each other in a couple of months, and though illness is part of her story, it didn’t dominate our time together. We laughed, reminisced, spoke of ordinary things our family and children - until, between bites and laughter, she said something that reached straight into my soul:

“There’s a freedom in knowing you’re not going to win.”

At first, the words seemed to hover between sadness and wisdom. But then I saw the light in her face — calm, alive, sovereign. She wasn’t giving up; she was releasing the illusion of control. There was a radiant peace in her — a spaciousness that comes only when you stop fighting life and start inhabiting it completely.

She was saying in a sense that knowing she won’t “win” doesn’t mean she’s stopped trying. It means she’s free to live the days she has left without pretending that winning is the point. She can choose the treatments that make her feel most alive. She can eat the meal that tastes good, watch the sunset, laugh and experience joy, and rest when she needs to — without measuring any of it against survival.

Then she said something even deeper.

“My illness isn’t about me.”

And in that instant, I knew exactly what she meant. It wasn’t pity or philosophy — it was truth.

We both got it.

Her journey, her body, her courage — all of it is a mirror held up to everyone around her. The illness is teaching each of us how to live, how to love without control, how to stand close to impermanence without turning away. We didn’t need to explain it; the knowing was mutual, wordless, alive. Tears came to my eyes not out of pity, or sadness it was out of beauty and the deep knowing as her words resonated through me with such clarity.

In that moment, I felt the triad complete itself:
the dream of surrender, presence, and witness, the moment of service that was a doorway into grace with my mother, the living conversation
of knowing life is not about beating death and the wisdom that resonated through the triad of all three.

Life isn’t about winning. It’s about being — fully, honestly, beautifully, Now.

When the fear of loss falls away, love can finally breathe. And in that breath, there is freedom.

We are all teachers and students in this life and I embrace both. I feel humbled, honored, and grateful for this triad that spirit synchronized for me, the wisdom that came through in three completely different ways yet embodied the full power of unconditional love, and the beauty in living and dying.

If you’ve ever felt like you’re “losing” — time, health, control, certainty — what would happen if you stopped trying to win, and simply chose to live?

Could surrender be the highest form of victory?

Could care, freely given and freely received, be its own form of resurrection?

Maybe we are all, in our own ways, learning to meet one another in the sacred middle — where endings and beginnings are not opposites, but companions.

Sometimes the dying teach us how to live.

Sometimes the caregiver becomes the student.

And sometimes, without realizing it, maybe we are all just walking one another home.

This blog is dedicated to my friend whose words inspired me to write it. To my mom who teaches me on a daily basis how to love unconditionally and to Spirit who orchestrated it all.

With love and clarity,

PattiAnn– Energy Worker & Soul Guide Walking the path of remembrance, and guiding others home to theirs 💕🌀

10/11/2025

10/10/2025

The higher mind is the conceiver
The brain is the receiver
And the physical mind is the perceiver.

The energy, the guidance of the higher mind is filtering through the brain as a receiver and translating through the belief systems of the physical mind
Into what we perceive as physical reality.

This is why getting curious about your emotions and beliefs, asking yourself - is what I believe about xyz fundamentally true or is it flawed. Where did the belief come from, usually it’s not yours.

The physical mind cannot perceive the guidance from the higher mind or soul clearly when it’s filtered through emotions and beliefs rooted in fear and separation. It’s like tuning a radio dial, in between stations you hear only static or bits of information until you tune in and clear the static - which are the belief systems that are not Soul Truth.

10/04/2025

Love’s Gonna Conquer All

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10/04/2025

Hope you’re enjoying this fabulous sunny day as much as this little guy’s is . ☀️

10/02/2025

🌍✨ Becoming the Lighthouse in Uncertain Times

The news cycle is loud. Politics feels like a staged play — even a circus. People are worried about food, housing, health, and security, and rightly so. Shutdowns, crises, endless partisan battles — they stir fear and mistrust, designed to trigger survival instincts and keep us divided. This isn’t about good or bad people. It’s about systems built to feed on drama and fear.

But beneath the noise, there is another reality available to us-the reality of becoming (What I call “stabilizing nodes” — you might see as lighthouses, anchors, or pillars of steadiness.) When we become stabilizing nodes, or lighthouses within the collective field, instead of drowning in the drama, we can become anchors of calm, beacons of light in a storm, rooted in clarity, and compassion — for ourselves, our families, and the world around us.

When we are caught up in the drama, we become like extras in a film or pawns on a chess board. The system directs and controls us through fear, anxiety, mistrust in one another and anger. Many don’t see yet or maybe they are just to hooked they can’t see the forest through the trees- but the chaos is part of the larger awakening.

What do I mean- the Chaos is Part of a Larger Awakening?

From the 5th-dimensional perspective, what looks like dysfunction is actually the unraveling of old systems that no longer serve humanity. This collapse is exposing what we have long ignored - what is truly essential, what is ultimate Truth.

The question is not- Will politicians finally save us?
The real question is: How do we reclaim our own power to live, love, and build resilient communities through cooperation and a broader collective vision.

Here are some ways we can navigate daily life without being pulled under by fear or outrage:

1. Limit media intake
• Take in the news in small, intentional doses, if you do at all.
•. Always Ask yourself - Does this help me act wisely, or is it only stirring fear, anger and divisiveness ?
• Go directly to the source whenever possible or choose sources that focus on facts, not dramatization. I know this is very challenging in the age where everyone has an agenda and drama and accusations are the script.

• Read news from different leanings (center, left, right) about the same event, and see where they diverge or agree. The areas of agreement are often closest to objective fact.

• It’s more important than ever to discern what feels true for you by being open to all sides of an issue and examining our own beliefs and where they come from.

2. Focus local:

• Engage in your neighborhood, your family, your community. Real change often begins on the ground, where human connection is tangible.

3. Preparing without panic:

• Have basic provisions- keep some food storaged, know your local support systems, and create as best you can, a nest egg where cash is easily available.
• Preparation brings peace of mind, while panic drains energy.

4. Don’t forget to tend to your body as well as your nervous system

• Breath practices, walking outdoors, grounding rituals, journaling, quiet contemplation. Do things that bring calm and grounding to your system. This restore clarity so you can respond instead of react when confronted with challenging topics.

These aren’t about withdrawing from the world — they’re about meeting it with clarity instead of chaos.

Simple Spiritual Practices that can help you feel and become more stabilized:

1. Consciously and purposely connect with Source daily.

• Through prayer, meditation, being in nature, or simply placing your hand over your heart reminding yourself: I am connected to God/Source/Creation. My Soul chose to be here at this time of transformation. A simple smile or kind word attunes me closer to the frequency of Source.

• Ask yourself: How can I best reflect what I want to see in the world? How can I be a pillar of steadiness, a beacon of light today? How can I contribute to solutions and not give my precious energy away by engage in harmful rhetoric?

2. Hold compassion without collapsing:

• It’s possible to feel for others without being swallowed by despair. When you see suffering hold it/them in your heart and speak blessings silently. It matters. I know you can’t always see the positive difference on the outside. That’s because as the light exposes the systems that need to collapse, the dark forces get louder. They are fighting to stay alive but it’s not going to happen.

From the 5th-dimension and above, what is happening right now — the dysfunction, the polarization, the crumbling of trust in institutions, the revealing of harm and corruption— is not seen as random chaos. It’s viewed as a phase transition in collective consciousness, a contraction before expansion. The dark isn’t seen as bad or good. It’s a necessary component in catalyzing expansion, change and evolution.

3. Visualize the grid of light:

• Imagine yourself as one glowing point in a vast web of souls and star systems. All connected in this infinite web. Each time you center, your node strengthens, your lighthouse shines brighter, not only for you but it strengths the collective web that you are a part of.

4. Transform fear:

• Instead of “feeding” fear into the field (engaging in the noise, pointing fingers, blaming), consciously transmute it: light a candle, breathe out the heaviness, whisper to yourself: I return this to Source in love. Move your body, shake it out, release it out your arms and feet, or use a practice called Tapping- Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT). It’s simple yet effective - all these help to transmute the fear, the anxiety, the worry, or anger and brings in light, higher frequencies. As you release what no longer serves draw in the light, see it, sense it, feel it viscerally in your body.

The Ripple Effect

What you hold inside you doesn’t stop with you. It ripples outward — into your family, your community, the greater field.

When one person refuses to drown in the noise, or engage in the dissonance it not only benefits the individual it benefits the collective. Their calm spreads. Their compassion steadies others. Their clarity invites new possibilities.

In higher truth, you are never powerless. You are a living transmitter. If you choose, you can consciously become a stabilizing node or beacon of light in the rebirth of humanity.

We often hear “We live in uncertain times”. But uncertainty also means new possibility. The old is breaking down, yes. It has to— but the new is being born. And you are not here by accident.

During this time of transformation, the more you awaken the more you will see. You don’t see less as you awaken, you see more, more darkness is revealed and you also become more capable of holding more light. Your vision, your ability to perceive expands, it doesn’t contract.

No one said awakening is without challenge.

As you Open, as you Breathe, as you Anchor, as you Expand, as you Remember you help the world remember too.

From one lighthouse to another - keep shining.

PattiAnn 💕🌀

09/29/2025

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09/28/2025

✨✨Please Call Me by My True Names ✨✨

Don't say that I will depart tomorrow—

even today I am still arriving. Look deeply: every second I am arriving to be a bud on a Spring branch,
to be a tiny bird, with still-fragile wings, learning to sing in my new nest, to be a caterpillar in the heart of a flower,
to be a jewel hiding itself in a stone.

I still arrive, in order to laugh and to cry,
to fear and to hope.

The rhythm of my heart is the birth and death of all that is alive.

I am a mayfly metamorphosing
on the surface of the river.
And I am the bird
that swoops down to swallow the mayfly.
I am a frog swimming happily
in the clear water of a pond.
And I am the grass-snake
that silently feeds itself on the frog.
I am the child in Uganda, all skin and bones,
my legs as thin a bamboo sticks. And I am the arms merchant, selling deadly weapons to Uganda.
I am the twelve-year-old girl, refugee on a small boat, who throws herself into the ocean
after being r***d by a sea pirate. And I am the pirate, my heart not yet capable
of seeing and loving.
I am a member of the politburo,
with plenty of power in my hands. And I am the man who has to pay his "debt of blood" to, my people, dying slowly in a forced labor camp.

My joy is like Spring, so warm
it makes flowers bloom all over the Earth.
My pain is like a river of tears,
so vast it fills the four oceans.

Please call me by my true names, so I can hear all my cries and laughter at once,
so I can see that my joy and pain are one.

Please call me by my true names, so I can wake up and the door of my heart could be left open,
the door of compassion.

- Thích Nhất Hạnh

09/23/2025

✨ When Compassion Isn’t Easy✨

Several months ago, I had a plant medicine journey unlike any other. I had journeyed before, but this time was different. I was brought into the most profound, deep heartbreak, unspeakable pain and suffering of all humanity. It was the most challenging and painful thing I had experienced.

For hours I cried, I sobbed. Not just my own tears, but what felt like the tears of everyone in the world who suffered. The suffering of mothers and children, the ache of war, the despair of loneliness, the pain of people who have lost loved ones through tragic circumstances— it all poured through me. It was overwhelming, exhausting, and I was completely drained.

And yet — in the end gratitude is what flowed through me. This immense gratitude.

That night showed me something I hadn’t realized I had lost, maybe not completely but in part: the ability to fully feel. Because in our world, it is easy to become numb. We see so much pain, so much suffering that sometimes our hearts grow calluses just so we can keep functioning or we try to put it out of our head in order to go about our daily lives. That’s a survival mechanism. But when I opened, I remembered: numbness protects us, but it also closes us.

Since then, I’ve noticed something more and more. It’s really easy to be compassionate when we see children suffering. Our hearts break wide open without hesitation. But when we look at someone who has done harm — someone whose actions are horrific or murderous, or if someone we don’t like or agree with dies— our compassion often comes to a screeching halt. That door is just bolted closed.

Recently, when I heard about the young man who assassinated Charlie Kirk, my first thought was about the devastation of his actions. But almost immediately, I felt the echo of my journey speaking through me — and I couldn’t stop wondering: what kind of world, what kind of society, gives rise to someone who chooses that path? Why doesn’t anyone speak about the responsibility of our society that has created people who have become so lost, so disconnected, so broken inside, so unable to discern? How do we, or how have we each contributed? It’s easy to point out when we show compassion for a child suffering or for a victim but the more challenging part is finding compassion for the perpetrator, the broken one.

It doesn’t excuse the harm. Justice still needs to be served. It doesn’t lessen the grief of those impacted. But it reminds me: this too is human suffering. And if we can only be compassionate toward the innocent, but never toward the broken — then are we really practicing compassion at all?

Maybe this is what my medicine journey was showing me: not that I should carry the world’s pain forever, but that I must never turn my eyes away. Compassion isn’t about excusing what is wrong. It’s about refusing to deny the humanity even in those who are hardest to look at.

And perhaps, if more of us could feel even a fraction of that collective grief — we might begin to create a society where fewer people break in such violent ways.

Compassion that costs us nothing is not yet fully compassion. True compassion doesn’t stop at the border between innocence and guilt — it keeps walking down the more challenging path. It keeps guiding us to look inside at how we can do better, how we are either part of the problem or part of the solution. How we can make a difference because WE CAN. It’s not about blaming or making anyone feel guilty. It’s about each taking responsibility and changing our words and actions. It’s about opening our hearts. It’s about seeing from a much higher Source perspective. It’s about not joining in when we see others pointing fingers. It’s knowing that very often silence is better than striking back or engaging in similar behavior.

✨My prayer for humanity ✨

Beloved Source,
Light within all hearts,

We ask to be shown the truth of our words,
the weight of our actions,
the echoes they create in the lives around us.

May we no longer turn away from what is uncomfortable to see.
May we no longer excuse ourselves from the harm we cause.
Give us the courage to witness our reflection honestly—
and the humility to take responsibility when we falter.

Soften us where we have grown hard.
Awaken us where we have gone numb.
Let compassion rise within us—
not only for the innocent,
but also for the broken,
the lost, and the ones we cannot understand.

May our compassion become action.
May our awareness become change.
May our love become the fabric that weaves humanity whole.

So it is spoken.
So it may be lived.
So it is done.

With love for humanity
PattiAnn 💕🌀

09/19/2025

Everyday is a Gift if you believe it is 💕🌀

09/19/2025

A woman opens when she feels safe. She blossoms when she feels seen.

Safety is not a luxury for the feminine. It's the doorway to her truth.
PattiAnn 💕🌀