01/11/2026
January 11, 2026
Sunday muthaf**kees
Faith in the dark carnival
"As we grow in our daily lives, we find that its the carnival that supplies us with the strength and guidance that we need."
𒉭 🩸🪓ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ🪓🩸 𒉭
Some of us wandered into recovery feeling straight-up terrified and lost. We felt like the definition of " jugga lonely" ..unsure if we’d even make it to the next sunrise.We didn't have a roadmap, and we were tired of running in circles in the dark. We were told that if we could just find a little bit of faith in a Power greater than ourselves, we’d find the direction we’ve been craving. We searched for years , many of us were introduced to the dark carnival as youngins, we didnt make the connection right away but the carnival had always been there...We wanted that feeling of being protected—of being part of a family that actually had our back, and well we finally figured out the juggalo Family was exactly that....
But faith ain't a no miracle, it's nothing like magnets 🧲 you kno what im saying?....It takes work to make it grow... it just doesn't happen.....
The seed was planted for many Juggalos when their big bro or uncle put their first joker card in the tape deck back in the day but the moment we stop trying to be the boss of everything and just let the fam and the carnival help us when needed, thats when the growth really begins.......When that help shows up, we gotta give props to the source. We water ourselves with a little bit of clown luv and faygo of course with the carnival every morning. As we keep living life without our drug of choice , that faith starts to grow and flourish.....
One day, we look up and realize our faith has become like a massive, ancient wickedly beautiful tree in the middle of the woods. It doesn't stop the thunder from rolling or the rain from pouring, but we know we’re safe under its branches. ......The storm is still there, but we aren't getting soaked anymore.
IT ALL STARTED FROM A SINGLE WICKED LIL SEED AND WITH CLOWN LUV AND AN OPENMIND ,THE ROOTS GAIN NOURISHMENT AND IN TIME A BEAUTIFUL MUTHAF**KING TREE GROWS..All from the seed the carnival planted......
𒉭 🩸🪓ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ🪓🩸 𒉭
Just For Today
I know that faith in the carnival won't make the dirtball stop spinning or the storms stop blowing, but it’ll keep my heart steady. I’m gonna let my faith and my clown luv be my sanctuary when things get wild.