Blue Healer, Haleiwa, HI (2025)

03/08/2023

More to come with this page and getting back into my healing practice and back out of the hospital. It’s been a long time coming but I have learned a lot and I am ready to bring all the pieces together and create a cool space here!

08/25/2020

What if who I hoped to be, was always me
And the love I fought to feel was always free
What if all the things I’ve done
Were attempts at earnin’ love because the hole inside my heart was stupid deep?

What if where I’ve tried to go was always here?
What if the path I’ve tried to cut was always clear?
Why has life become a plan
To put some money in my hand

When the love I really need is stupid cheap, stupid cheap. -Stupid Deep

08/11/2020

Out here living a human experience as a really colorful soul. The funnest thing I have ever accomplished is spending this lifetime creating me.-Cowboy

There’s a freedom that everyone deserves
I know there’s greed and there’s corruption
I’ve seen death and mass distraction
But I’m tellin’ you and I hope that I’m heard

I will not be commanded, I will not be controlled and I will not let my future go on
Without the help of my soul.-Greg Holden

Labels create limitation. I am Mahu. All that is me, are all my experiences that have weaved me into this present moment. Spirit longs to express itself through me.. as me.

Labels separate and disconnect us from other communities.

I have never connected to labels within the LGBTQ community. It hasn’t been until the past couple years that I realized I didn’t need any labels. They feel very messy and act like a cage for my wild heart. I am just Mahu, a Starboy wanting to have a spirit that is free to live, free to love, free to express who I am, my purpose here, with freedom to connect to all the earthly communities.

Ya see. The separation that is happening is highly trafficked by labels with intentions to dehumanize people with opposing views or that may be “different” from social norms.

I am not here to be accepted by this world. I am here to transform it. Old outdated belief systems, old paradigms of separation have to be transformed through love.

When I sit with God and do a life review, my transformation makes perfect sense. Well played universe. I am happy to be me and I’m so thankful I’m here during this time and have such beautiful, loving, and supportive people in my life.
Nanih Waiya

Blue G
Medicine Man

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

📸-

@ TRIO Restaurant

06/02/2020

I’m listening. I hear you. I see you. I am with you. This is the biggest and most part of this great awakening. The acknowledgement of the oppression this country was built on and the system that is still built upon that. I am here for it.

05/16/2020

Dear diary update from Mahu.
I am working a million hours for all a great cause. I felt I need to share a collective space of real rawness. Take off the masks, show yourself and for the love of god, take a deep breath and learn to find your own comfort in the discomfort.

And Goddamnit most of all (in my country voice) don’t go trying to create comfort in ghosts.

Strange chats with Mahu.
@ Toms River, New Jersey

05/06/2020

Hi.
Mahu here.
I don’t have a quote.
I didn’t write anything really cool.
It’s just me, and I want to say hi.
I want to also tell you that I love you.
I want to interrupt your scrolling
To Dad you.
I hope you aren’t getting lost on here, kid.
I hope you find something that makes you smile today.
I hope during this quarantine you get weirder.
I hope for Gods-sake, you find something that makes you laugh or cry uncontrollably.
I really hope that if you find none of those, you find this post.

I hope as the moon starts illuminating the sky, that its also illuminating that heart, kid.

Let it fall, let it crash. Let go of the baggage you been’ carrying, it’s not allowing you to use both those arms of yours to open wider or reach further.

I want to remind you that forgiveness is your greatest superpower and the only thing that releases that baggage.

Don’t ya see kid..
It’s all happening for you, not too you.
Everything is for you.
Even the moon.
Mahu Julian Dryades

04/03/2020

Here’s a little clip of my live collective update.

There has been some collective heaviness the past couple days where the things that we used to do to distract ourselves are no longer available.

Some of our core wounds are coming up to be seen for the first time. Feel them. See them. It’s not here to stay.

To learn more or to watch the rest of this mornings Live chat send me a DM to join The Catalyst!

We go deeper, we get real... weird.. we are using this time as our real catalyst to this period of awakening. Let’s have fun with it.

12/04/2019

|| The || •⚡️BELOVED⚡️•~🌹

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Back in Hawaii integrating and preparing for some excited to creative adventures I can’t wait to take with you guys. The time is now. The answer is you.

/him

10/03/2019

I missed doing a Live chat on Sunday so here is my Thursday with Mahu:

Validation.

I had a couple insights on validation and acknowledgment this week that popped up in quite a few conversations.

We explain ourselves to people, we relive traumas, we relive old outdated identities to people, we repeat old stories over and over again, as if to seek validation and acknowledgement from other people; as if somehow their validation of your story and emotions makes YOU relevant and VALUED. Giving away all of your power.
Therefore, in a room full of people, your identity is how you project yourself from those previous identities, leaving behind the magic of the moment and who you have become as a result of all the choices, and all the experiences that were meant to teach you.

💎 The moment you can validate your own story, is the moment you no longer need to explain who you are to ANYONE. You RADIATE it. You allow YOU to be seen. You take back your power. 💎

When you can spend time acknowledging your own path, and validating your own emotions... the need to explain yourself in any situation diminishes. Your emotions, your quirks, your gender, your sexual preference, your triggers. That is where true connection with people in authenticity, begins.

When I do sessions with people I often just open up the space and allow their stories and intentions to unfold.

The beauty of all of this is every time someone asks a question they can most certainly answer it themselves. It’s been “nagging” at them, it’s been something they “felt” like they should do. The only thing I do most of the time is allow the space for THEIR OWN clarity. How? By acknowledging the each person.. and validating how they are feeling. Not by saying it’s right or wrong.. but by seeing it... with them. In its raw form.

Emotions, stories, paths, traumas, past..

Today.. Give yourself permission. Take back ownership. Live yo life.

Creative picture: Mahu, on a plane, in a bright orange hat, flying away from all the old s**t that takes away from the now shine.
(Actually I was on my way to New Orleans to live my best life at Jazzfest) but... you get it.

09/22/2019

Shameless hawaii shirt Selfie here.

Here to disrupt your feed with a chat with Mahu announcement this evening. Come to church with mahu this evening. Set your notifications.

This week I’m talking about “dat voodoo medicine” Western Medicine, with a little dash of religion. Alll of the ‘tings that have the most judgment surrounding them. Bridging gaps.

The good ol’ corporate construct of separation and judgment. You know.. keeping things light on this Sunday with Mahu.

09/17/2019

Whenever you let go of something scary, you are only scared because your mind can measure what you will lose, but it can’t see what you will gain. When you feel lost, dark or sad, you are only addicted to seeing old stories.

This is all so temporary.

All the emotions, all the seasons, all the lows and even the highs....most importantly...

This life.... is temporary.

This is a creative life and we are here creating the most important thing.
..we are creating the highest version of ourselves. The future self that is asking for choices to be made now, for the future of your dreams. It’s all here, it’s all available.

Our greatest version.

Fate and destiny are not passive words to me. They aren’t surrendering with our hands up, living life on a merry go round, making the same choices, circling the same drains, until fate finally hits you in the face.
That’s being a victim of fate.

Faith is not only a surrender but it’s an action.

To me, Fate and destiny are active.

We are actively, by choice, creating the life we are destined to live.. with and through spirit.

Actively surrendering to the moment and consciously choosing which thoughts and choices are bringing you closer to that and which are taking you back on the merry go round.

When your time on this earth has expired, fate and destiny Is what then become your legacy.

Weaving.
Alignment.
Free Will.

That is....The Magnificent Wild Heart.

Mahu

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