07/22/2025
Books have been my guiding stars.
I ADORE literature and had dreamed of being a writer quietly in my room since I was a tiny little baby Lina 🥹🥹
When I was a teenager I wrote more than one book to my imaginary soulmate… his name was Matias 🤭 I literally wrote about three notebooks full of I don’t even remember what.
When I moved to the US at 17 my dearest and sweetest friend gave me a book in Spanish on how to love because I was OBSESSED with love, and in that book I found meditation without knowing what it was, without dogma, with no techniques, no doctrines, no “lineages.” Just pure presence with myself.
I have been gifted books with the right message at the right time more than 100 times so I have stopped questioning their guidance.
I once felt the intuition to go to a specific book store. So I went and when I was there a book fell from a shelf randomly, I picked it up and it was a book with this tools from a documentary my brother had just told me about the week before. He said it had the best tools he has ever encounter for his healing and that he wished he had written them down when he watched the documentary to have them handy. We didn’t even know there was a book…
These are just little magical stories of my relationship to books and so naturally I had the big dream of being a writer… but it was that dream too big to name for me. I speak two languages but sometimes feel I don’t speak either one well enough.
I have finally accepted I channel straight from source because all this wisdom I receive can’t be just mine. It comes in a different tone. Like a sermon and a command. And they have been there all along needing an outlet. Sometimes plaguing me with their force.
So I am putting aside the fear of not being “good enough” and pouring this wisdom out into the page.
With tears in my eyes and my heart on flames I am opening my Substack.
I hope you find as much liberation from it as I do. 🫶🏼💋🐚
