05/15/2026
The premise goes like this: you were born “pure” and perfect then the world and life and your childhood “damaged” “ruined” and “programmed” you and now that you are an aware and spiritually evolved adult you can somehow erase and fix the perceived “damaged” parts of you.
These are deeply negative, totalitarian and toxic notions.
Life isn’t that simple.
There are things at play we do not understand.
All that we have experienced is not meant to be “erased” no matter how awful.
I believe it taught us important things about the world so we can survive it. And I think there is a lot more to it that I can’t understand because life is beyond our understanding.
For the time being tho I am done being at war with my past and my pain. I am here, alive and ready to keep on living, perhaps in a very twisted way thanks to those very experiences. 🌷💁🏻♀️