09/28/2025
Written by Stop The Threat - Stop The Stigma Founder Captain Adam Meyers, CPS
"There are seasons in life that feel impossible to understand when we are in the middle of them. The night of my critical incident as a police officer, when I had to take a life, was one of those moments. It left me with a heaviness I could not shake, questioning why God would place me in such a situation. Yet in the midst of the pain, I began to see that even in tragedy, God was not absent. He was allowing me to face something that would break me open, forcing me to confront my own humanity and the weight of the badge I carried."
"The struggles that followed were some of the darkest valleys of my life. My mental health suffered deeply, and eventually I lost the job that had become my identity. Being terminated as a detective felt like the final blow—like everything I had worked for and sacrificed was stripped away. I wondered if God had abandoned me. But what I later realized was that sometimes God allows things to be removed from us, not to punish us, but to redirect us. He knew I needed to heal in ways I had been ignoring for far too long."
"Through counseling, reflection, and faith, I began the long road of healing my mental health. What once felt like shame slowly transformed into growth. God showed me that my scars could be part of my testimony, that my brokenness could actually be a strength. He reminded me that my worth was not in a job title, but in Him. In the silence, He rebuilt me with more compassion, humility, and resilience than I ever had before."
"As I prepared to step back into the uniform and serve again, I see God’s hand in all of it. The critical incident, the struggles, the loss of my job, and the healing process were not wasted experiences. They were part of a greater plan to shape me into a stronger officer, one who serves not only with authority, but with empathy and understanding. God put me through the fire so that I could return refined—not the same man who went in, but someone equipped to protect, serve, and lead with a renewed spirit."
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