MisGuided and MalAdjusted

06/04/2025

One benefit of working overnight is the drive to work. There is something peaceful and beautiful about rolling down my car windows and listening to good music. Enjoying the fact that I am still alive. On my way to work on this gorgeous evening, my Apple Music threw me a curveball. It played a song that put me in a very introspective mood....

One benefit of working overnight is the drive to work. There is something peaceful and beautiful about rolling down my car windows and listening to good music. Enjoying the fact that I am still ali…

12/31/2024

The two thousandth and twenty fourth year of our lord, for me personally, was quite a humdinger of a year. When I reflect back on this day, exactly one year ago, the odds in Vegas on me surviving to see today, they were not in my favor. If I would have had money on that day, even I wouldn’t have placed a bet on my own survival....

The two thousandth and twenty fourth year of our lord, for me personally, was quite a humdinger of a year. When I reflect back on this day, exactly one year ago, the odds in Vegas on me surviving t…

11/25/2024

This is a blog post that I honestly didn’t think I would live to write. Anyone that has opened any one of my blog posts will be aware that I struggle with demons. For years I allowed my demons to get the best of me. The last three years were especially brutal in this long battle. I allowed my life to be run by my emotions but at the same time I tried my best to bury those same emotions by self medicating....

This is a blog post that I honestly didn’t think I would live to write. Anyone that has opened any one of my blog posts will be aware that I struggle with demons. For years I allowed my demons to g…

10/25/2024

Lately I have become very good friends with insomnia. When it used to be drug induced insomnia, I never really had a problem with it. In fact its what I signed up for. This insomnia that is from a chemical imbalance from trying to get my head on straight, it sucks. There is nothing pumping through my veins that is giving me that sense of well being....

Lately I have become very good friends with insomnia. When it used to be drug induced insomnia, I never really had a problem with it. In fact its what I signed up for. This insomnia that is from a …

10/18/2024

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For better or for worse, my blog is back. Be prepared to be blindsided by stupid.

A rare peek behind the curtain of crazy. Travel with me as we explore the thoughts that are probably best left unthought.

10/18/2024

I finally have awoken the big dumb beast. But I can’t remember how to post the link to my blog. It’s been that long. Please hold. Technical difficulties mixed with mental deficiencies…….

10/17/2024

Life, God, the Universe, they all work in such a beautiful and unpredictable way. I often find myself lying awake at night contemplating my place in the Universe. The old how did I get here? Why? Does it even matter? For my simple mind, thoughts of this magnitude that I may never know the answer to can often lead to full on bouts of depression when I allow myself to feel inconsequential in the grand scheme of, well, everything I guess....

Life, God, the Universe, they all work in such a beautiful and unpredictable way. I often find myself lying awake at night contemplating my place in the Universe. The old how did I get here? Why? D…

09/18/2024

Twenty one months ago, give or take, I told my blog that I had to go out and grab some milk. With a single tear in my eye, I walked out of the front door, filled with guilt and shame. I didn’t want to leave it behind but it deserved a better author than I was able to be at the time....

Twenty one months ago, give or take, I told my blog that I had to go out and grab some milk. With a single tear in my eye, I walked out of the front door, filled with guilt and shame. I didn’t want…

01/06/2023

When I was really young and naive, at the age when we really believe in our ability to be anything that we want, my heart was always drawn to the stars. My daydreams were filled with interstellar travel, and being at the forefront of humanities attempt at reaching the stars. Sadly, I was introduced to professional wrestling and I no longer dreamt of wearing a NASA spacesuit....

When I was really young and naive, at the age when we really believe in our ability to be anything that we want, my heart was always drawn to the stars. My daydreams were filled with interstellar t…

10/06/2022

As much as I have tried, I can’t wrap my head around how much time has passed between blog posts. So much for consistency. Well, I am consistently inconsistent. Life has this very sneaky way of making you blink, and months, sometimes years have flown by. This time I fell victim to time in a much more positive way. For a while there, I was pretty much dead, just my brain and body hadn’t received the memo....

As much as I have tried, I can’t wrap my head around how much time has passed between blog posts. So much for consistency. Well, I am consistently inconsistent. Life has this very sneaky way of mak…

08/23/2022

Today was a day that I should have seen coming from a mile away, and mentally prepared myself for it much better than I did. I had to accept that following the dissolution of my relationship with the mother of my children, that there would be certain days throughout the year that were going to cause more inner strife than the rest....

Today was a day that I should have seen coming from a mile away, and mentally prepared myself for it much better than I did. I had to accept that following the dissolution of my relationship with t…

08/22/2022

First off, I need to take a moment and show some gratitude to the Universe and God. As some of you may know, drug addicts are not always the most intelligent lot. Almost four months ago, while in the midst of op**te withdrawals, when the mind of the addicted goes into fight or flight mode, I pawned my MacBook Pro to feed my habit....

First off, I need to take a moment and show some gratitude to the Universe and God. As some of you may know, drug addicts are not always the most intelligent lot. Almost four months ago, while in t…