
02/06/2025
To the Woman I Was 10 Years Ago:
I know what you’re feeling. That constant pull between wanting to make a real contribution and feeling like you’re losing yourself in the process.
You thought motherhood would be the most fulfilling thing—and it is, in so many ways—but no one warned you how much of yourself it would demand.
I know you feel like you’ve lost some of the woman you were before kids. The one who had dreams, ambitions, a career. You thought you’d be different, that maybe motherhood wouldn’t change everything.
But it did, and now you’re here, caught between the woman you used to be and the mom you’re becoming. And frankly? That’s hard to reconcile.
I felt that too. The guilt. The doubt. The endless questions about whether you’re making the right choice by staying home—or if you’re just throwing away everything you worked for.
The old version of you is still hanging around, poking at you with reminders of the career you left behind. And it’s okay to feel lost, to grieve for who you were. It’s okay to mourn the old version of yourself, even if it feels a little uncomfortable.
But here’s what I found through this whole messy, beautiful journey: it’s not about going back to who you were.
It’s about becoming something better, stronger, more capable.
The woman you’re becoming is someone who’s learned to balance dreams with diapers, ambitions with playdates. And this version of you? She’s got skills that are worth more than any degree.
I wish I’d known that 10 years ago. That my value wasn’t tied to my past career or my old life. That the skills I was building—patience, resilience, problem-solving, leadership—were actually preparing me for something bigger. Something that honors who I am now, not who I used to be.
So, here’s my note to you: Don’t get stuck in the fog of who you were, trying to make sense of who you are now. The system I created isn’t about selling products; it’s about giving you the tools to build something you can own.
It’s about taking the raw materials of your motherhood journey and crafting a future that works for you—not just financially, but emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. It’s about taking the power of who you’ve become and channeling it into a purpose that matters.
You’ve already done the hardest thing—becoming a mom. Now, let’s take that strength, that hustle, and turn it into something that serves you too.
Faithfully,
Amanda
w/ Renegade Roots