12/18/2021
Good morning! I woke up feeling pretty excited as I sat and chatted with JC. “What? You cray cray girl....”. Say what you wish. Judgment is a reflection of how one feels about themselves, so, I ask that you have an open mind. We ALL have the ability to call upon anyone we wish simply by being open to welcoming their energy.
As I sat quietly and prepared for bed, Jesus popped into my mind as this is a time of year we celebrate him and all the love and giving that he represents. Excluding monetary gift giving, this is a time of year to share love and healing with all those in need. My thoughts went to the Lord and Savior as I wished to celebrate him. I must have fallen asleep but what happened next leaves me feeling astonished and filled with gratitude that my ability to channel is so vivid and life changing.
I have a clear memory of strolling on a spring like day and enjoying the beauty of nature when I realized that someone was walking beside me. Funny because I dont remember anyone being there, I just simply remember them popping up. A feeling of exciting rushed over me and as I turned my head to my right I saw the most beautiful man with light emanating off of him, walking beside me.
When I think of Jesus, I see him come through as one of two personalities. The first one is the one that is presented to us as a prominent religious figure. The other is what I refer to as “Cool Jesus” as he takes on a very carefree and fun loving personality. The man that walked beside me was Cool Jesus.
When I realized who he was, sheer excitement filled every ounce of me. Without realizing it tears began to roll down my cheeks and I began to stutter as I tried to get the words out. I have channeled Jesus before, but this time was different. I couldn’t believe my eyes and as I reached up to touch his arm, he said “get over here kid” and wrapped his arms around me. He hugged me for what felt like an eternity, and I didn’t want him to let go. He took me by the hand and walked me over to a comfortable and shaded area under a tree and we sat down with our legs crossed as if we planned to remain there for a while. I will never forget our time together. I will never forget what he said.
“Kim, you have come to a point in your life, FINALLY, that you have decided to take care of yourself. I have been wishing this become your reality as I have watched you take on the persona of healer and giver. You have never looked back and I have always seen you dig deep into your heart for those around you. One of my greatest wishes for you is that you do this with pride and love for YOU. You have been placed here on earth not by accident. Each soul has a job that is best suited to the benefit of the collective. Your job was to assist in the healing of earth and all the inhabitants. It is a big task but it is what you have been chosen to do as you are a part of the army of spirit. However, as capable as you are, you MUST replenish your energy. You have finally taken the step to do what is necessary for you to keep going. I don’t want you to have any guilt about letting go either. I watch you and see that thoughts of those you have released keep popping into your energy field. This happens as a reminder that although you have disconnected from many, you are to continue to love them for being a part of your growth. Love them for who they are and be grateful to them for being such beautiful souls. Continue to trust your inner guidance as that is where I tap into your thoughts. I ask that you think of me when you come to a questionable crossroad, and I will be here to remind you of your own wisdom. Continue to do what you are doing because you are on the right path. Beginning with the new year as we see 2022, you will be ascending to a greater path. You will be taking on a new learning experience and you will use this with your healing practice. I have news for you kiddo, you will need a small office again. Nothing big, just something that gives you the tools to work directly with people. Your virtual services will continue to grow..... I think its cool. We didn’t have computers back in my day on earth ( we both laughed). All kidding aside, you will be making a greater impact than you think. Stay humble...stay away from boasting like so many. Stay away from boosting your ego. It is not you. It never was. Many who do all these things, yea, I see them on facebook too, to prove that their healing is “better” are simply lacking the confidence to truly be who they are meant to be. They come up for you to remind you that they too, need you. Everyone is on their own journey... they will “get it” when they are meant to. LOVE them through every step. And leave the judgement out of it. That’s my dad’s job.”
I just stared in amazement. I really needed to hear all that. My response was so simple..... “But Jesus, where do I go from here?”
He said, “that is not for me to tell you. Only you have the answer within you. It is my job to love you through your journey as you discover your blueprint.”
With that he stood up and held out his had as he helped me stand. He put his hands on my shoulder and I said, “please don’t go” as I sensed he was getting ready to say goodbye. He put his hand on my head as his other hand was on my shoulder. I felt this incredible surge run through my body. All I could muster up was “I receive with gratitude. I am filled with your love.”
With that, he turned away and began to walk away. As he walked away he seemed to be slowly fading out of sight. He turned back around and said, “I’m always with you kiddo. Call me anytime you like. This is not goodbye, this is see you again.”
I woke up sweating... and VERY excited. 3:30 a.m. and I was bright eyed and all. Boundless energy, and wanting to explode with all the possibilities that are about to unfold. I held my Gene and shared Reiki with him and reminded him that no matter what, mommy is here. I have so much to do. So much to share. Thank you Jesus. Thank you. I am overjoyed and filled with your love.
I share this with you all as I encourage you to do the same. Channel your energy to others but be open to receive the energy that you need as well. I will close down for now as I work on my next project to share healing. Stay tuned....
But first.... ME.
I love you. ❤.
