01/12/2020
https://youtu.be/G5WEnVeKFX8Alpha421SpeakingKeolaNalaniKanoaPadillaLincoln2020GayDiscipleJockOfYahWehLife
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To You -Father[God]
Thank You, For Leading Me To To DIs Over And Over {Ocd}, This Reminds Me, Of Betty Adydelotte, You Know Who She Is, Because She Is Up With You Right Now, Father I Miss Her So Much, She Was In Mil, As I Was Growing Up - In , Lol Sorry Father You Know How I Fee About That Place, Hate With A Passion, Anyways, Father Could You Tell Her I Still Think About Her A lot, And Her Husband Bill, For I Know She Was As Patient As She Could Be With Me, When She Trying To Teach Me Piano Lesson In Or Somewhere Around There, Seizure Daddy, Seizure, But She Had No Clue I Was Struggling With Mi , So Damn Bad, And With No Support At Home, It Compounded It Worse, I Wanted To Do Well, But I Just Couldn't Concentrate And Keep Up With Her, And At Times I Felt I Let Her Down, And Miself. I Love Loved Her So Much, And She Made Feel As If She Was One Of Her Kid, So Father Let Her Know That, Will Always Stay With , Till I See Her Again. Its Funny Now Father I Can Type Fast As S**t, But I Don't Know If I Can Pick Up Da Piano Again, I Might Breakdown And Cry Because I Miss Betty A A lot, And She Made A Huge Impression On Mi Heart, I Still See Her In Mind, Heart, Soul Till This Day, Even After All Da Seizures I Have Had, So Dat Means She Is Part Of Mi . So Every time I Play This Music I Think Of Her And I When I Was Little, And Her Telling Me To Just Focus Keola And Me Telling Her I Am {Lol} , My Eyes Where So Busy Watching Her Playing, She Had So Much Spirit, And Enthusiasm, I Knew That Was Her Talent, And I Wanted To Follow In Her Steps, But At Da Time I Lacked Self Esteem {Child Abuse-Neglect/Emotional/Abandonment} I Didn't Believe I Could Even Play Well To Begin, So Gave Up. No Follow Thru. But Now That Im Older, I Think I Want To Take It Up Again And Relearn, In Her Memory Because I Want To Finish What I Started. So Bless You Mrs. Betty Ayedlotte, in Da Name of Jesus Christ, Mi Savior Over Mi Deaths , , > Will Always Love You. This Is Trigger Song, A Good Song. Thank You Father, For Using Her In Mi Life, For She Was Mi , Sent From You, To Bring Glory To Your Name, For This I Believe And I Understand Now, You Work All Things Just Like You Intend, No Matter How Many Storms I May Go Thru, They Blow Away Because You Control My And Make Da Finale Check Mark, Not Man, So I Praise Your Name, and Keep You Da Of Mi [Keola], and I Bow Down. Keep Ordering Mi Steps In Your Holy & Righteous Ways Forever. Amen Kp
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