08/13/2024
You will not THINK your way there...
You will not beLIEve your way there...
In fact, there is nothing you can do....
YOU are in a trance....you have been involuntarily programmed since the Earth birthed you out of its portal....you were programmed by your UPSTREAM providers that didn't know any better either....you had schema, programs, scripts and routines installed and instilled in your impressionable neural-sphere....
You pick and choose...and CLING....
You FEAR and FIGHT all the wrong people and all the wrong things...
You are at this stage and phase of your existence....mechanical....entirely operating unconsciously....projecting a make believe production onto the external canvas of your own mental theater....
What role are you playing today?
There is NO WAY out of this hot mess....and no one is coming to save your day.....no amount of social proof....no amount of consensus from the cheap seats is gonna make your LIFE any better....mechanical people can never get better.....moods and attitudes entirely based on how your low-life desires are getting satisfied.....terms and conditions....ask yourself....you already know the answer....is this LOVE?......do you love a person if you shackle them with terms and conditions? how many times of you withdrawn your "love" when these terms and conditions are not satisfied?
What do you really know? Have you asked yourself this? Have you been utterly ruthless with yourself?
If you are honest, you will know that you know nothing....and a person that knows nothing....isn't very likely to ESCAPE the MATRIX.....isn't very likely to emancipate themselves from incarceration....from enslavement....from the MADDNESS....
Folks keep searching and allocating....and playing their games....spinning their wheels going absolutely no where....
No matter how far we explore out there....no matter how precise we break down matter and particles....no matter how small or large we look.....YOU WILL NEVER, NEVER, NEVER FIND IT.....OUT THERE....why?
Because IT IS.....not out there.....
Ten trillion ways to tell a lie.....but only ONE BULL'S EYE.....only one WAY to take that arrow and shoot the target through the center of centers....how many ways can you shoot an arrow besides shooting the target?......try it sometime.....you can shoot ten million arrows through the sky and ground.....and never hit the center of the target....and so it is with MAN....you keep shooting your arrows in all the WRONG DIRECTIONS.....your aim is s**tty....
Do you even aim? Do you have a target in MIND?
How do you ever expect to HIT THE BULL'S EYE.....if you don't know where or how to even aim in the first place?
Do you think being rich and famous is hitting the bull's eye? Try it sometime....when you get the fame and fortune....why do we feel so let down when we get there?
Because we always find out.....that wasn't IT.....so we try again....nope....that wasn't IT.....that wasn't IT.....that wasn't IT....
So when are you silly rabbits ever gonna figure OUT.....IT is NOT out there....and IT sure as s**t doesn't rest within a thing....or reaching some wonderous destination....
The VERY DEFINITION OF.......to SIN.....precisely means.....to miss the bull's eye.....when the religious speak of SIN.....and come up with all their silly rules and regulations.....they speak of SINNING....however they don't know what they are talking about.....they speak in cliches....the skim the surface orientation of things....rarely penetrating the holy of holies....
To SIN is to be SEPARATE from SOURCE.....to exist in a state of DISCORD.....dis-connected from SOURCE....from LIFE, LIBERTY.....LOVE.....from TRUTH.....from VITALITY.....from CONSCIOUSNESS....
So.....you there.....what THE F**K do you really know?
You know nothing.....
But we can start with the ONE THING....I know I can GET YOU to KNOW.....its the only thing you can ever truly KNOW....
You are HERE, NOW......so where are you?
What do you always HAVE AT ALL TIMES?
Where are your yesterdays? Show me your tomorrows?
Show us your histories and memories? Where are they?
Even when you CONJURE UP a memory....an image of what you think once was.....you are always doing so from......HERE, NOW.....its ALL YOU WILL EVER KNOW.....the only FRAME....the only CURRENCY....the only WEALTH you will ever possess....
So whenever you can OCCUPY this WEALTH.....whenever you truly SHOW UP...and take POSSESSION of your MIND....only then do you have the ABILITY to overwhelm your PROGRAMMING....your mechanics.....your BU****IT....
Your bulls**t personal narrative with all its baggage, hang-ups and deceit.....is the LEAST INTERESTING THING ABOUT YOU.....its boring....its cliche....its forced....its irrelevant....
HOWEVER....when you are HERE...with IT.....allowing your experience and true nature to FLOW THROUGH you....you are BRILLIANT....your are MAGNIFICANT.....you are worth PAYING ATTENTION TO.....
So practice.....because you will forget.....30 years...40 years....50 years.... 60 years of reinforcing your forgetfulness....will keep you slipping away from yourself.....you will forget.....you will forget to REMEMBER....so you must PRACTICE.....which requires EFFORT....it requires YOU to stop being so pathetically LAZY....and self-assured....it will require you to do all things you have yet to do....
There you have IT.....the blue print to the Cosmos....to Heaven....to the Garden of Eden....the key to unlock your shackle and cage....
But I cannot do the WORK FOR YOU....only you can do you......
No one is coming to save your day......Christ isn't coming from OUT THERE....the government isn't coming.....your spouse isn't gonna do the trick....you are on your own....
Have a little faith....ENJOY YOUR ADVENTURE.
Always in your corner.
As above, so below
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