03/12/2026
The inspiration behind Giggles & Growth: Randy Freis.
For those that don't know, my Dad passed away on April 5th 2019. He was sick for as long as I can remember and fought like heck for extra time.
Growing up he was always the cheerleader. I mean...I had PLENTY of cheer leaders, but he was team captain. He took me down to Chicago for my previous acting/modeling dream (lol) when I was 12, helped me audition, got me gerbils when Mom said no, would give me all the money in his pocket for anything I needed/desired that was beneficial for my future, supported me traveling across seas at 16, and so much more. I can't even put into words what his love felt like.
At times the grief hits and it feels unfair. At times it all makes sense and it feels peaceful. Every day is different.
From a teenager on he encouraged me to go after my dreams as long as it made me happy and kept me healthy. He kept saying "Alayna, you should be a counselor. Look at all the cool things you can learn, do, and how you would help people! You're a good person, sweetie." I was like nah...
I went through 3 different majors before deciding on Psychology. I graduated and moved and wanted nothing but a break from life and school in 2018 so I moved to Denver, CO.
Unfortunately, he passed away when I was living there. I moved back home and the existentialism hit: Who will I be if I'm not trying my best? What will be my own thoughts on my death bed? What do I want out of this life? How can I make the rest of my time worth while and meaningful?
I then chose to get my Master's in Counseling and throughout that process found my niche working with children and adolescents.
He would have sold his house to help support this business if he was still around. He'd run instead of walk to help me (despite his lung/heart condition). He made me feel like I could walk on water and do anything in the world.
Today is one of the days it feels frustrating he can't see this all. I can silently pray and thank him, but it doesn't always feel like it goes through.
I want to keep his heart and memory alive. He was too good to be forgotten, and he is one of the main reasons I have enough courage to start this type of career.
My dad had some of his own issues, but he was never a bad Father. He was the best. I hope I can make other children feel as loved and as safe as he has made me feel growing up.
People say "Thank you, Alayna. I appreciate you and what you do."
Well, they don't know that I wouldn't be me without him, so send some love up there. He might be busy Giggling & Growing up there, but so are we down here.
I love you, Dad.