conscious._.dancer

09/10/2022

Gonna assume that everyone who has liked/followed my page in the LAST YEAR is a bot.

09/10/2022

And as always...no reply...as to where...y'all...found me...

09/09/2022

Not sure where everyone is finding me now and why people are still liking this page...so so curious to know where you found me!

04/08/2022

I feel like I’m in this vortex of time - this space where time and space do not exist. Where nothing ever changes, nothing ever grows. Where no one ever grows up, no one ever leaves. I feel stuck in this area of no time and space. Like I’m in a pocket where nothing ever happens. Where words don't come out, because there is nothing left to say....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/04/08/no-time-no-space/

I feel like I’m in this vortex of time – this space where time and space do not exist. Where nothing ever changes, nothing ever grows. Where no one ever grows up, no one ever leaves. I feel s…

04/07/2022

God has really been testing me lately.Testing my patience. Every day. I wake up to the same. Exact. Day. It’s like one of those movies - Groundhog Day or 12:01. Except. It’s not a movie. Far from it, it’s reality. I feel like I’m stuck in some kind of matrix - some kind of specific program that feels like I am waking up to the same exact day....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/04/07/im-being-tested/

God has really been testing me lately.Testing my patience. Every day. I wake up to the same. Exact. Day. It’s like one of those movies – Groundhog Day or 12:01. Except. It’s not a movie. Far …

04/06/2022

I guess I am old enough to be a “woman.” Yet I don’t feel like one. Yes, one gets their period and is in one stage of being classified as a woman. One turns 18 which is the typical age of being done with the main part of school, for those who go, and yet again, another stage of being called a woman....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/04/06/being-a-woman/

I guess I am old enough to be a “woman.” Yet I don’t feel like one. Yes, one gets their period and is in one stage of being classified as a woman. One turns 18 which is the typical age of being don…

04/04/2022

As I walk around the kitchen minding my own business, I make myself a cup of tea. I sense as my father walks near me, making his own plate of food. I pour the boiled water over a cup that already has a tea bag in it. Green tea. My favorite kind of tea. It says “antioxidant” which always makes me feel great....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/04/04/cause-and-effect-perspective/

As I walk around the kitchen minding my own business, I make myself a cup of tea. I sense as my father walks near me, making his own plate of food. I pour the boiled water over a cup that already h…

03/31/2022

Most of the time, I don’t really know what to do with myself. I’ve tried keeping myself busy - as busy as I can be. Yet, there are still spaces. Spaces of emptiness. Spaces where I just don’t know what to do with myself. I run from these times of emptiness. I find it challenging to really sit with myself during those spaces....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/03/31/what-i-really-want/

Most of the time, I don’t really know what to do with myself. I’ve tried keeping myself busy – as busy as I can be. Yet, there are still spaces. Spaces of emptiness. Spaces where I just don’t…

03/30/2022

Hi all. I have recently started writing my new book, though it hasn’t been going as I planned. Not that I’d expected people to answer right away, but it would’ve been nice. Nice to have found a few of those who are committed enough to answer me daily with at least one email to start. Of course, I may have been more specific in my announcement, looking for people to interview - to share their stories with me - specific by telling people the guidelines I wrote about above....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/03/30/share-your-story/

Hi all. I have recently started writing my new book, though it hasn’t been going as I planned. Not that I’d expected people to answer right away, but it would’ve been nice. Nice to have found a few…

03/24/2022

WHO WANTS TO BE SEEN AND HEARD THROUGH THE SHARING OF YOUR STORY?! CONNECT WITH ME @ Annaselena2014@gmail.com

Please don't be afraid to reach out 🧚‍♀️

03/23/2022

LINK BELOW ⬇️

HI I FINALLY WROTE MY BOOK 📖 ☺️
PLEASE SUPPORT ME 🙏

https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B09W153LSF/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1648047792&sr=8-1 #

Hello everybody!
Please support my business by buying my book or recommending it to others 🥰
I would be SO grateful!!

I am 22 years old, granted, I wanted to write a book way earlier, but that's ok. I'm happy that I got to write a book during those special numbers of "22" 🙂

I pretty much just write about my childhood experience and I want to say how I overcome the events that occur, but if I'm being honest, I still partly live in the past.

Please do support me, I would super appreciate it! ✨💜

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09W153LSF/ref=redir_mobile_desktop?_encoding=UTF8&fbclid=IwAR0vi191n5Co79zIna5TuwN2X-U9zjLwZIF2NccDXlKpO4yRUu7OBZM1D1I&qid=1648047792&ref_=tmm_pap_swatch_0&sr=8-1

03/23/2022

For REAL though

I've been with my long distance relationship boyfriend for only a month now, but we've gotten to know each other on such deep levels - through our shadows as well as our light aspects ☯️ it's been an incredible journey of self exploration as well as deep and vulnerable connection. We both have a hard time letting down our walls and completely surrendering in trust, so our walls aren't super down, but we're getting there.

Anyway. I just reeeeaaaally wanna hug him and feel him with me physically 😔 💜

The relationship certainly does create this longing and desperation within myself for this person. Phone calls help to hear his voice 🥰

As well as, I'm not really gaining many subscribers on my YouTube channel and business has been S L O W on my blog as well. Go to my profile to see my channel!!

I'm also trying to find ways of moving out and getting a place of my own through petsitting and housesitting, but it has been, nevertheless, slow 🐌

I want to scream.

03/23/2022

Last night, I got down to the bottom of my relationship. I was evidently feeling punished and truly being punished by my boyfriend, who wasn’t conscious of it at the time. What happened is that while he was subconsciously punishing me, I felt that, and the last thing I want is to feel a sense of punishment. So I spun things around a bit....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/03/23/what-weve-signed-up-for/

Last night, I got down to the bottom of my relationship. I was evidently feeling punished and truly being punished by my boyfriend, who wasn’t conscious of it at the time. What happened is that whi…

03/21/2022

Well, how to start this… I’m in a relationship. Online, long distance relationship, but a relationship regardless. And yes, they work. Though I’ve been doubting that more and more, as physical touch and physical closeness have been becoming some of my top needs. This relationship has NOT been sufficient in those regards. Recently, there has been a huge shift in the relationship, though....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/03/21/it-feels-good-to-feel-bad/

Well, how to start this… I’m in a relationship. Online, long distance relationship, but a relationship regardless. And yes, they work. Though I’ve been doubting that more and more, as physical touc…

03/19/2022

I’ve been feeling a lot of something lately. And I’ve been calling it boredom. There’s this feeling like there’s nothing left to do, like I’ve done it all already. And it’s like, I feel this “boredom” and at the same time, I don’t have much energy to do anything. So I’m caught up in the in between. Life is like this....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/03/19/a-change-is-gonna-come/

I’ve been feeling a lot of something lately. And I’ve been calling it boredom. There’s this feeling like there’s nothing left to do, like I’ve done it all already. And it’s like, I feel this “bored…

03/17/2022

It seems the game I have chosen, in this Divine and not so divine Matrix, has been a difficult one. Specifically financially. My financial standing is connected to all aspects of my life. For instance, when I feel optimistic and in Joy, I make money. When I feel negative about life and don’t do what I love to do, I don’t make much money....

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/03/17/finding-ones-joy/

It seems the game I have chosen, in this Divine and not so divine Matrix, has been a difficult one. Specifically financially. My financial standing is connected to all aspects of my life. For insta…

03/15/2022

HIGH VIBES : Good morning : I love the connection I see between these 2 guys 😍 It feels like they truly understand each other and really SEE one another. Love & Joy 💐 WE VIBIN'

Grateful for this collaboration with brother Sam Garrett, this song was created while he was here in Hawaii visiting... this is currently the only recording ...

03/15/2022

Two soulsHaving a conversationThrough InspirationUnder the fabric of timeThis hypnosisIs truly alignedI see you and You see meWe are genuinely completeIn touch with our sensesIn touch with our KnowingWe follow a path of TruthA path of Strength, Harmony, and IntegrityWe go unashamedUnafraidTo be who we truly are…...

https://hspdreamlifecoach.wordpress.com/2022/03/15/two-souls/

Two soulsHaving a conversationThrough InspirationUnder the fabric of timeThis hypnosisIs truly alignedI see you and You see meWe are genuinely completeIn touch with our sensesIn touch with our Know…