11/18/2025
From my recent ketamine psychotherapy session.
I’ll be collaborating with holistic psychiatric nurse practitoner . She’ll prescribe the medicine to my clients, and she also leads ketamine therapy in her own practice. So, we got the ball rolling. Sylvia led my journey and was an excellent guide.
In my journey, I focused on getting support in my transition to a home office. Lots of perfectionism, urgency, and fear getting stirred up by this huge and exciting change.
Ketamine journeys inspire me to express through drawing and give me messages in words. This time, this message came:
Nothing is perfect. Everything is whole.
I believe that; even the broken things have an inherent wholeness.
I was going to make the center of the image like a white or yellow light- but it unexpectedly felt good and right to make it really dark.
The message in the card I pulled was about trusting the unknown, the feminine darkness. I love the darkness, the unknown, the mystery more and more as the years pass. You can remind me of that when I’m obsessing about having control over something trivial. 😉
I don’t believe ketamine therapy has helped me understand anything I didn’t already know, but it has definitely made important healing insights much more clear and integrated.
I’m glad to offer this therapy to my clients. In addition to being impactful and supported by research, it’s also cozy, intimate, and uplifting. I think we could all use some more if that.