06/15/2025
This morning I was flopping my arms around like one of those air dancers you see outside car dealerships.
And I just started laughing.
Because there was a time not that long ago that I couldn’t even get out of bed.
I laid in a hotel bed for two weeks wondering if I was even going to survive.
During this time, I asked my kids if they’d be embarrassed if I got a job as a dishwasher — because that felt like all I could handle.
That’s how bad it was.
It felt like I had tried everything:
Mindset.
Affirmations.
Talk therapy.
Various kinds of energy healing and nervous system work.
You can’t just think your way out of that kind of shutdown.
You can’t just ignore your way out of that kind of shutdown.
You can’t shame your way out of that kind of shutdown.
You have to understand and work with energy.
👉 Spiritual. Emotional. Physical.
In your nervous system.
In your body.
Which is when the “OMG! I’m Doing It! Practice” was created.
And that’s when things finally started to shift.
And now?
I’ve got more energy than I ever imagined.
The other day someone looked at me and said (with kindness):
“Wow! You’re high energy.”
If he only knew what a compliment that was.
🔥 And I laugh-cry every time it hits me:
OMG — I’m actually doing it. I never thought I’d get here.
