08/14/2022
This last supermoon in August has been an intricate force and necessary nudge towards my graceful acceptance of some very unattractive, yet simple truths.
As another layer of ego, lies, denial, doubt, and lingering effects of trauma are released…
As I have grown to learn, that the truest form of peace and joy must first and foremost, root itself from deep inside your very own soul…
At this very moment, I find myself relinquishing the idea that ANY outside source can disturb the flow of my peace and joy that I have achieved, claim, deserve, and protect.
I am embracing each past experience as a lesson. My ghosts will not haunt me, in fact, they have become my allies.
Reaching back into my past is no longer an excuse to play victim, but a reminder instead…
As I replay in my mind, the grueling climb and the time that transpired until I finally escaped that deep pit of darkness and disparity…it is no longer sadness and pain that I feel, it is transmuted into strength and virility. It is a new consciousness. It is an innerstanding, overstanding, and understanding. It is a chapter closed. Although it is a destination in which many roads lead, upon my traveling, when the course begins to seem familiar, when patterns are visible, when the cycles that are forming can still be prevented…
I reach back and contemplate on the wisdom that I have gained up until this point, and as I stand before the crossroads, I choose, I decide, I affirm to to never revisit a frequency so low again.
I choose growth, enlightenment, and ascension.
I choose life, prosperity, and health.
I choose love.
I choose ME!
With infinite gratitude 🤍
- IfaFumilayo | The Healing Mermaid
