01/26/2026
I have come to realize that I may have confused someone's energy for someone else's but aren't wrong about neither as far as how I view these people, now that I am aware of the truth of their human personality and divine essence. I was mad at this person for giving up my info to someone without my permission (giving them access to me), I was mad for how they ran off with all my information and teachings but also products/services or image and started using it for their own come up (leaving me behind) all because they didn't like how I speak to them, their illusions being destroyed about who they thought they were projecting into the world within their connections, or because I cut them off quickly when they do things to me without reflecting or take accountability. I was always the first person to take accountability like I am now. I am not perfect but I am who I am. I realize I am no longer mad because of how dumb and truly foolish this was in holding onto for this long... However, aware of the negativity happening to me right now in this instant, gossiping, lies, lust, dark deeds as one is mastering dark divine feminine to integrate her into the world and more to begin conflict for new opportunities (willing to do/say/feel whatever for possibilities).... I won't feed into. One influences my partner for connection while the other shadows & influences me for their abundance & connection. I wish you both consciousness. I realize we all are wrong and 2 nor 3 wrongs, makes a right. As long as the problem gets fixed, is all that matters. I realized that you hid things about how you felt emotionally being around me because of what you saw between me and this person in our connection as you've admitted to me in the past, it is beautiful and inspiring as I did yours. I can't have a friend that wants to get close to me for someone else close to me. That I will not accept because I respectfully did not do that to you in your marriage, relationships, partnerships nor friends & family. Then again, you could be taking on someone else's truth reason why you are going after my heart desires (the company you keep; influenced reason one is lost soul and needs to know their authentic self and purpose). I don't apologize for defending myself with my voice against someone and their crew with serre who started all this... But I am taking accountability for the mess its made. I am dropping it here and no longer giving it more attention unless I have to because of what others do unto me. Every action is a reaction. I am letting go because it's more energy used and taken being angry than finding peace. I am releasing because I forgive myself for what I have participated in and now realizing what I have outgrown. Realizing what I was right on that my intuition told me of and that standing in my truth at the time, was in fact the right thing to do no matter the chaos I went through... I SURVIVED, stronger & wiser than before. But now, as an eye opener of truth, it was never that serious for me to get mad at someone who secretly likes my partner. It's because I am a jealous person. I protect and claim what is mine but I understand not to hold on too tight because relationships don't last forever (love does). Until time comes that which the universe has in alignment for... (I trust divine timing & have faith in the universe). This is just another one of the same problems I've had to go through all my life and they never would have let go if I didn't walk away. Something I don't & won't accept at all However, the influence of my partner is one thing I do have a problem with in any kind of way... And that's where the line is crossed. I set clear boundaries.
