05/17/2023
Who am I and what is this space I have created? For now, call me Rebecca Rose. Because she is who I am becoming. She is the feminine side of me that has been hidden. I didn't seek out a spiritual journey of enlightenment. I feel like I was called to it. Through a series of moments of enlightenment and truth that lead to more searching and more seeking this light that had finally been revealed to me. That I was finally starting to see through the darkness of what my life had become. A life that was pretty great by all outside accounts. But like most things, it was only an illusion. But now...NOW, in this time of unspeakable stress in our life, I feel the happiest and the most at peace I have ever been with myself, with my family, with my partner.... And it's all thanks to the call from the Divine Feminine within me. The call that I had been silencing. That society had told me wasn't enough. But here I am, saying no to society and their standards and saying YES to home, and family and motherhood and WOMANHOOD. And it's brought me the most complete peace within my heart. A peace that I never felt sitting in a church pew or serving on a board or working in the basement of an office building. The peace that I had been seeking. The lightness I didn't think was possible. The power from within that I didn't know I had or that I had silenced for most of my life. But here I am, listening, embracing, going within, seeking the light in the darkness while embracing the darkness. I don't know where this journey began or where it might end. I just know I'm on it and will never be the same after crossing into this new level of consciousness. So here I am, seeking the Light and listening. There's a calling within me to share this journey. If there's one thing I've learned is to listen to the calling. Because the answers are out there. We just have to be Light Seekers. So here is where I will share my journey.