07/27/2025
You have brain cancer? Good. My name is Mike Hawkins, I am a retired, disabled veteran and own Interim HealthCare Utah. I was diagnosed with brain cancer at 49 years old and am writing short stories about my experiences through that challenge. I hope you find this beneficial. The biggest goal through treatment was to keep spirits up. Youtube and Tik Tok helped me a lot. I read poetry, quotes and listened to inspirational videos. 2 that really inspired me and Natalie were a short video by Jocko Willink a former Navy Seal where the premise is in every situation, no matter how bad, there is some good and if you can assess the situation and say good, you shift your mind from being a victim into being grateful for the challenge as it is an opportunity to get stronger. The quote that inspired us was ‘even if I knew that tomorrow the world would go to pieces, I would still plant my apple tree’ by Martin Luther. To me this means I might die tomorrow but can still make the world better today. It’s a selfless view of how to live. I got my first tattoo at the age of 51–I now have Good on my left forearm. Our house has had an 8’ tall plain cinderblock wall in the back yard for years. We just had a beautiful landscape mural with apple tree and this quote painted on the wall so it’s one the first things we see every day. Cool story about the mural. When I was getting chemo I was very anxious, car rides helped. So one day we decided to drive an hour north to visit my parents. Almost to their house there is a fire station that had a full sized horse painted beautifully in front. I was too anxious to visit my parents, but we learned that the city donates 50 of these horses to the art community each year, they decorate them then have a big display. Well, due to covid they decided to spread them out. We spent a full day driving, hunting for these horses. Our favorite horse was painted like a World War 2 P-51 Mustang. A year later we decided to paint our apple tree mural on our wall. I asked on Facebook if anybody knew a mural artist. My cousin recommended Jasey Colunga. Natalie won’t trust our mural to any body so she looked him up–one of the first pieces of his we saw was our favorite horse. Serendipity. He did an amazing job and without asking he painted 2 apples as little hearts. It’s beautiful to look at every day! I realize how close I came to dying so every experience I have is one I almost did not have. I try to not label things as good or bad, but just appreciate them in the moment. I get cold in the winter, now I think I am grateful to feel cold because I almost couldn’t.