02/03/2024
The Portal 💦 Day 3 of my Birth Story/Imprints
I am in the passage way
uncomfortably comfortable.
Waiting for I’m not sure if I knew what
But the pressure was building and the
DELAY was real. 😩
50 years ago exactly, I was in the birth canal but we were sent home from the hospital while we recovered from the Morphine… still 7 more days to go til my full arrival.
Growing and waiting inside my petite budding mom.
✨The last few years, I have felt and honored layers of imprints around my birth, yet apparently there is still more to clear or continue to learn how to be in relationship with, especially this time of year.
⏰ THIS exact time on the calendar - my pre birth Portal -still brings up fear and a feeling of a foot on the gas pedal and foot on the brake pedal at the same time.
Times of Overwhelming. Disorientation.
To love myself through this 10 day portal and to birth even more of me, I’m posting each day along the way this year.
Yesterday (in 2024), my body & NS needed to go slow, moments of very slow, moments of overwhelm, moments of anxiety, moments of bliss, moments of contraction. I rested/soaked/worked in the bath, twice.
When the anxiety comes
I want to rest but I can’t.
There is a restless need and urgency to get out my message, to share my gifts, to interact with the world in a bigger way.
I’ve been on ’s “Rock the Stage” training all week and it is so on point for me and also WOW… the timing … I have been met with the freeze response that I’ve known my whole life.
The freeze, stuckness and anxiety that arises when am I called to express myself from my soul’s gifts MORE in the world (+ for money) and I have SO many ideas and SO many offerings yet… they feel stuck… I feel stuck in LIMBO.
👉🏼 Can anyone relate?
👀 Can you see the correlation?
🌿So this year i was curious how it would be…
I’ve done a lot of personal work.
Yes, It is still here… at least some of it and it has a new flavor I can distinguish this year.
I’ll share more on that one soon!
🙌Meanwhile, I am committed to full embodied soul shine this lifetime so to shift this pattern more…
I’m going to ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨
🌟 GO LIVE HERE 🌟
🌈 Sunday 2/3 @ 11am PT
I think this may be a good title for my story:
“From Pressure to Pleasure”…
“A Soul’s journey through Birth, Trust, and Self Discovery. “
Or
“A Roadmap for Women Rediscovering Self-Trust, Alignment and Expression”
What do you think?
Join me on the LIVE: I’ll share 3 inside tips 💕
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🌹Big love! Viraja
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Also, the prior Portal day postings are on my wall if you want more of the birth story. 💫
🌈 DO YOU know how long your birth was? Post it below! 👇🏼