05/03/2026
May 2nd 2026
Sunday
Today, Iām really missing you, Dad. Itās been heavy on my heart, but also comforting in a strange way because youāve been showing up in my dreams lately. It feels so real, like youāre right there, talking to me, giving me advice just like you always did. I wake up wishing I could hold onto those moments a little longer.
I just wish you were here with me and Mom. Thereās so much I want to say, so much I wish you could see.
Iāve made some big changes recently. I decided to step away from Clubhouse because it was draining the absolute soul out of me. It wasnāt a healthy place for me anymore. But Iām grateful for the few close friends I still have from there. The ones who truly respect my boundaries and my decisions. They remind me that not everyone is the same.
Dad, I know you would be proud of me. Iām finally standing up for myself in ways I never used to. Iām learning that I donāt have to tolerate disrespect or bullying in my life anymoreāand I wonāt.
I miss you every single day. I carry you with me in everything I do. š¤
Love,
Journee xoxo