Pain With A Purpose

Pain With A Purpose PainWithAPurpose bringing awareness to su***de, mental health & addiction.

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I am a survivor of an attempt of su***de in 2024, I found purpose in my pain & a plan to change the statistics.

01/28/2026

🦋The Beauty That Was Always There 🦋 About my overdose:

I won’t lie to you about what happened to me. I came closer to the edge than anyone should. And when I woke up - when I was given another chance I didn’t know I’d get - the world looked different.
Not because the world had changed. Because I finally saw it.

The morning light coming through the window wasn’t just light anymore. My kids hands holding mine wasn’t just a hand, voices of my family & friends weren’t just voices. The sound of rain, the taste of water, the weight of a blanket - these ordinary miracles I’d stopped noticing became extraordinary again.

Here’s what I need you to understand: that beauty was there all along. I just couldn’t see it through the pain.

When you’re in the middle of temporary darkness, it feels permanent. The hurt feels like it will last forever. But I’m here to tell you - as someone who was absolutely certain there was no other way - that I was wrong. The situations that felt impossible passed. The pain that felt endless shifted. And the life I almost threw away? It was precious the whole time.

God’s love, grace, mercy - it’s not something you find after nearly losing everything. It’s there in the everyday moments you’re living right now. In the people who would be devastated without you. In the sunrises you haven’t seen yet. In the laughter you haven’t laughed. In the version of yourself you haven’t met yet - the one who made it through this.

You don’t need to go to the edge to realize life is beautiful. Please, please believe me: what you’re going through right now is temporary. The decision to end it is permanent. And you matter more than you know.

01/27/2026

‼️ IMPORTANT REMINDERS‼️
The weight of seasonal depression often feels heaviest during a snowstorm, when the world outside turns monochrome and the sky seems to press down like a gray wool blanket. Those hours when snow falls steadily can amplify the isolation and lethargy that many people experience during winter months, creating a double burden of both the seasonal mood shifts and the immediate physical confinement.

Seasonal affective disorder (SAD) affects the brain’s serotonin and melatonin levels, disrupted by reduced sunlight exposure. When a snowstorm hits, you lose even that limited winter daylight, and the enforced isolation can intensify feelings of disconnection and hopelessness. The silence of falling snow, beautiful as it may be, can feel suffocating when you’re already struggling.
Light becomes your most important tool. Even during a storm, position yourself near windows during daylight hours. If you have access to a light therapy box (10,000 lux), use it for 20-30 minutes each morning. The artificial bright light can help regulate your circadian rhythm even when the sun is hidden behind storm clouds. String up extra lamps around your space—warm or cool light, whichever feels better to you.

Movement matters, even small amounts. When you can’t go outside, try gentle stretching, yoga, or just walking around your home. Physical activity releases endorphins and helps counteract the physical stagnation that mirrors and worsens emotional stagnation. Dancing to music you love, doing jumping jacks during commercial breaks, or following a short online workout can shift your mental state surprisingly quickly.

Maintain structure when everything feels formless. Snowstorms can make days blur together, which is particularly dangerous for seasonal depression. Set regular wake and sleep times. Eat meals at consistent hours. Create small rituals—morning coffee by the window, afternoon tea with a book, evening stretching. These anchors provide psychological stability when the weather erases external structure.

Combat isolation deliberately. Call someone. Video chat with friends or family. Join an online community discussion or game. Even parasocial connection—listening to podcasts, watching streamers, following live threads—can ease the sense of being alone in the world. If you live with others, resist the urge to withdraw completely into your room.

Engage your senses beyond sight. When the visual world is monotonous white and gray, bring in other sensory experiences. Cook something fragrant. Light candles or incense. Play music that energizes or soothes you. Wrap yourself in textured blankets. Take a hot shower and really notice the sensation of water on your skin. These experiences remind your brain that the world still contains variety and pleasure.

Be gentle with yourself about productivity. Seasonal depression during a snowstorm is not the time to push through with willpower alone. If you accomplish only the basics—feeding yourself, basic hygiene, maybe one small task—that’s enough. Beating yourself up for lack of energy only adds a second layer of suffering to the first.

Know when to reach out for help. If you’re having thoughts of self-harm, if you can’t get out of bed for days, if you’re not eating or sleeping, or if you feel hopeless about the future, contact a mental health professional or crisis line. Seasonal depression is a real medical condition, and there’s no shame in needing support—whether that’s therapy, medication, or both.

The storm will pass. The season will turn. These truths don’t make the present moment easier, but sometimes just remembering that this is temporary can provide a handhold when everything feels slippery and uncertain.

01/23/2026

Life is a remarkable gift, unfolding in countless ways across every moment we’re given. There’s something profound in the simple fact that we exist at all—that out of infinite possibilities, we are here, breathing, feeling, experiencing this world.
Consider the morning light breaking through your window, the warmth of connection with someone you love, the satisfaction of creating something with your own hands, or even the quiet comfort of a moment’s rest after a long day.

Beauty reveals itself in grand vistas and in tiny details: a child’s laughter, the intricate pattern of a leaf, the way music can move us to tears, the resilience of the human spirit in the face of hardship.

God created us, we’re here intentionally—not as accidents or afterthoughts, but as beings with inherent worth and meaning. Each person carries unique gifts, perspectives, and capacities to love, to create, to heal, to build. Your purpose might unfold in raising a family, in serving others, in creating art or solving problems, in offering kindness to strangers, or in ways you haven’t yet discovered.

Purpose doesn’t always announce itself with trumpets. Sometimes it’s found in the faithful completion of daily tasks, in showing up for people who need you, in growing through struggles, in learning to love more deeply. The very act of seeking purpose—of asking why you’re here—is itself meaningful.

Even in seasons of doubt or pain, there’s a thread of beauty woven through our existence: the capacity for hope, for redemption, for new beginnings.

We’re part of something larger than ourselves, connected to each other and to the divine spark that brought us into being.
You matter. Your life has meaning. And the world is richer because you’re in it.

01/23/2026

Choosing to stay and live after trauma is not about pretending the pain doesn’t exist or forcing positivity—it’s about recognizing that survival itself is an act of profound courage. The weight of trauma can make each day feel impossibly heavy, and the thought of ending that pain might seem like the only relief available.

But staying means allowing for the possibility that healing, while slow and nonlinear, can gradually reshape how that pain sits within you. It means believing that the person you are becoming through this struggle has value, even when you can’t see it yet.

Life after trauma isn’t about returning to who you were before—that person may be gone—but about discovering who you can become when you give yourself time, support, and compassion. Every day you choose to stay is a day you give yourself the chance to experience moments of connection, meaning, or even small joys you couldn’t have imagined while in the depths of pain.

The decision to live isn’t made once; it’s made again and again, sometimes moment by moment, and that perseverance is worth honoring.

If you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of su***de, please reach out to a crisis helpline like the 988 Su***de and Crisis Lifeline (call or text 988 in the US) or contact a mental health professional. You don’t have to face this alone.

01/07/2026

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Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) is a type of depression that follows a predictable seasonal pattern, most commonly occurring during the fall and winter months when daylight hours are shorter. People with SAD experience symptoms that go beyond typical “winter blues,” including persistent low mood, loss of interest in activities, changes in sleep patterns (often sleeping more than usual), fatigue, difficulty concentrating, and sometimes changes in appetite or weight.

The condition is thought to be linked to reduced exposure to sunlight, which can disrupt the body’s internal clock and affect levels of serotonin and melatonin—neurotransmitters that regulate mood and sleep. While SAD can be challenging, it’s a recognized and treatable condition.

Treatment options include light therapy (using a specialized bright light box), psychotherapy, medication, and lifestyle changes like increasing outdoor time during daylight hours, maintaining regular exercise, and ensuring good sleep hygiene. If you suspect you might have SAD, it’s worth speaking with a healthcare provider who can help determine the best approach for your specific situation.

10/01/2025

I dissociate often as many people I know do odds are many of you have and just don’t know. Therapy is the best thing to help with mine

09/14/2025
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