10/06/2023
I am just still trying to understand how one can go from Prince to Monster like he did...
Starts with giving me the world, then after years of bliss, even talking me into quitting my job, and everything in my home mine to I am a lazy ass puke, and cannot take care of myself, and ( I would not have anything without him) when I was taking care of myself when his ass was in the joint for the same damn thing he did to me. Two Domestic Battery Offenses back to back, and this ain't even counting the offense that got him locked up when I met him.
But, I am not like him, and will keep all that mad wak s**t to myself, but hay...
Why the fu***ng dude gotta go get another house after I, yep I got myself evicted behind being done with his cheating, and drunken abuse a whole three years ( one year in my home, and two in the home he got ) before he decides he is gonna get his ass pi***ng himself drunk, and beat on me for three whole days, and I called it then.
Called the law, had his punk ass hemmed up, and it was then I found out that he had the lease altered ( having me removed from the lease without my knowledge), and thinking he is some big bad somebody doing that s**t.
As if I would not be able to go anywhere or take my s**t with me when I left.
He tried to keep all my home s**t I have had for 40, yep 40 years worth of well-financed excentricity, believing in his delusional, drunken, abusive, fu***ng warped, primordial goo of a brain that he would have me OUSTED in the street with nothing immediately after going to court before release, and come back to *his home with all my s**t *, effectively snatching an entire home from the woman he just beat down like a damn psychopath!
Well, that did not happen, cause he picked the wrong time, place, and persons to pull that s**t!
I got everything I wanted that was mine.
I took the food ( I never would have done that ) only after the whole cabinets being emptied, and locked up in his room, like a goddamn drunken baby ass fool, and he did that s**t after the three days of drunken beatings!
So fu***ng what, I get mad cause his lying ass been lying, been cheating, been treating me like I am a fu***ng no good piece of s**t.
Nerve to constantly hurl s**t at me like I am cheating on him, I am lying to him, yadayada.
Whole time he is the one fu***ng up, and he knew I knew it, and that I am not the du***ss he wanted me to be.
How the f**k am I cheating on him or lying to him?
For two years-ish, I never left the house less I was with him, and the whole county knew that!!!
Nobody came cept family or family friends, and that was very seldom, and the whole county knew that too...
I never talked to anyone cept family or family friends or my very own Best Friend, and I am sure as the Italian nose on my face he is swimming in his own f**ked up mush-mouth, psychotic juices that it was made sure I was not kept from what was mine.
Has nothing to do with taking any fu***ng thing of his ( F**K the food ), cause only three things, his clothes, and tools, and maybe a few wall s**t was his, and it is still there, along with all the s**t of mine I had no room for so he can suck a fu***ng dick or fu***ng tell the whore/s the goddamn truth ( not possible ) while he f**ks them, telling me he has something wrong for a year, knowing I am not a fu***ng moron ( any man would be in a doctor's office first sign or even thought that something was wrong there) so f**k that!
A bitch could not even be honest, and let me figure out how to get out, where to go, go back to work, yadayada, but noooo....
Gonna try to make me the fool, and keep all the stuff I have had all my adult life, and even try to keep all the stuff the father of my children provided!!!
Oh, and I ain't even told that man a damn thing....... YET, as I goddamn know what the hell would happen to that woman-beating jackass, and I am being nice here when I really should not give a goddamn...
Simply put:
" Look him up, read his Sentence History. "
No need for me to say s**t about that, it is there for everyone to see, if they would pull their heads out their or is it pull their heads out of his ass, and find out the whole truth, the truth I should spew out, however...
I do not have to spew anything, it is in black & white on the Arkansas Department of Corrections Offenders List, all of the s**t is there.
Like I said, I am trying to be nice, but I will say...
Beating on women is not the only thing that sorry excuse for a pitiful, walking, talking, piece of s**t is into, so go ahead you guys, get you some of that s**t....
I am here to tell all the GALACTICALLY GULLIBE
fu***ng people...
Just because he can do a job, and do it well, DOES NOT MEAN HE IS AN ANGEL!!!
I am just the woman thought being good to him would stop the life he lived before, but it only enraged him more, as did my fighting back, and him not being able to break me.
People like that are f**ked, and need to be locked up!!!
Out in the world, he is the perfect man.
Behind those closed doors, he is a monster, and he is the devil himself when he is drunk!
Facts, documented by two Police Departments, and that is just from the time ( four years ) we lived together.
We were together near eight years.
The physical, and psychological abuse did not start til I was trapped with him, my du***ss quitting my job, which brings me to another point there.
I could have had this s**t nipped right in the bud, and his ass gone for a very long time, and all I can say to that is:
I chose to stay in that s**t, even quitting my job, not listening to the only person with the authority to stop it, that man making me live in it, I know now why...
SO I WOULD NEVER EVER BE THAT STUPID AGAIN AND I WONT!!!
Oh, and to try to make me believe s**t that is NOT true including, but not limited to my losing my Best friend...
F**KING DU***SS F**K!!!
It is just so fu***ng sad that a 52 year old little bitch boy cannot grasp the fact ( he knows exactly what he does ) that he ever did anything wrong, or downright psychotic, ex:
Writing his name in towels like a prison-going wakado or like taking the food talking about he bought it or how about everything he bought ME is his because he bought it, and he goes all baby boy when I turn the tables, and call him names, and I refused to go down, steady getting back up, and ready to fight, that is when his demented ass goes full assault on me....
CAUSE HE COULDN'T BREAK ME!!!
TO KEEP MY ITALIAN ASS DOWN HE WOULD HAVE HAD TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND WELL....
THERE IT IS!!!
I am glad I am away from that sick fu***ng s**t, I just feel sorry for the poor soul he is ( wooing) right now...
She will find out the hard way!!!
But see, she don't know all the s**t I know, and all she has to do is pull up a goddamn Google for f**ks sake...
It is that simple...
I was in that s**t knowing everything OFF top near eight years ago, and well...
S**t ass dudes like that get off on hurting women, and ( well they will all find out eventually, and I PRAY they do not stay like I did ) acting innocent to everyone but the one being tortured behind those doors...
Like I said above, how the hell I am doing anything aside from being the my father raised me to be, stuck in the back of a house, no friends, no contact with anyone cept him ( sometimes the neighbors next door ) or my Best Friend, and I am running around being unfaithful?
WTF I'm fu***ng?
My damn bedpost, my goddamn dog?
F**KING SICK MORON!!!
ALL THE LIES AND ABUSE WILL COME TO LIGHT SOON AS THIS NEXT ONE IS DUMB ENOUGH TO BELIEVE ALL HIS LIES AND TRAPPS THEM LIKE HE HAS DONE MYSELF, AND THE WOMAN BEFORE ME...
AND HE CAN LIE ALL HE WANTS THEN!!!
A dude can act ( yep, ACT ) like, oh it was all a misunderstanding first Domestic ( still not mentioning the one
f**ked up conviction in Wyoming, I think 💬🤔... not relevant, it is still there for all to see, and SICK still.... Ummm NOOO HUNTIE ), but Domestic twice, back to back?
Hope he gets the book thrown at him, cause this s**t ain't gonna stop til he is stopped, and gone for more than a fu***ng year too!!!
So I am gonna get off of here, cause I am not a moron ( was not a moron the first four years of our relationship either nor the last four, just simply trying ), and I have a very physical job now, cause I am not a lazy ass, and get up at 05:30 hrs. every morning, and after breakfast I take care of an entire ranch, and I am out in them pastures or in the stables til 16:30hrs. or if she calls me in for dinner before then!!
Ain't no lazy moron gonna be doing everything I do out there, and I love it...
I AM NOT ONLY FREE OF THAT ASININE IDIOT....
WITH THE ANIMALS AND ON THE BACK OF A DEWING HORSE I AM FREE AS A BIRD AND I AM GOOD WITH IT!!!
" Here I am. Look at me.
I'm free! "
~ Spirit Stallion of the Cimmeron ~
