11/30/2022
Celebrating 45 Years!
Today I am celebrating 45 years of life. When I hit my 40th year milestone, I wrote a blog on life’s halfway point, and to say my life has radically changed over the past 5 years is an understatement. Not one part of my life resembles my past.
Maybe I hit a midlife crisis after 40, but I have come to realize I wasn’t living my truth. The soul knows when life is in resonance or not and I was longing for so much more.
Last circle around the sun, I spent it at the Grand Canyon. While there, I prayed deeply that I was on the right path, and a sign would come to reassure me that what I was longing for would manifest.
My life had gone through the most radical shift ever. Goddess Kali represents utter destruction, so that the new you can be reborn. Symbolically she does it out of love. I learned to be wild, empowered and all loving in this time. My divine feminine stepped into her power after years of repressing her inner beauty.
Over a two year period, I lost everything (or shall I say I let it all go): a marriage, a home, a family life, my dog of 15 years passed, my car was stolen, my computer and cell phone, etc. I moved 4 times in 12 months, a complete whirlwind took place as I started and ended a love affair.
Through the largest upheaval I smiled, I shared joy, and I was as resilient as I could possibly be. I dug deep in my heart and prayed that it was all worth it.
On the flight home from Sedona, I saw a house online and put an offer on it the next day. I spent last winter literally rebuilding my life from scratch. I was truly happy, whole and fulfilled. I saw what I was capable of in hardship and great loss.
Today I can say emphatically that I am the happiest I have ever been. I love who I am and what I represent.
The self love that I practice and preach, I fully embody. I am so excited for what my future holds, and as my beloved says I truly live a charmed life. The stars have aligned and I am deeply blessed. I embrace this time as truly magical. ✨💫 ❤️