11/16/2021
That is a lot of energy. Be grateful that the life you are currently living came from so much effort. Continue it by continuing to find reasons to be alive, to breathe, to love, to fight for yourself and others.
Giving up takes no effort. The "ease" you feel thinking that this world would do better without you is an empty effortless thought. It requires no energy to think it as it comes from standing still. Doing nothing. Wanting nothing but to be choiceless, to be dead. But to practice thinking this way is taking for granted all of the few trillion cells within you that came from 6 trillion cells from your mother and father's existence. And the 12 trillion cells it took to create them.
Every cell contains a drop of water. Water is life. Water is positivity. Being alive right now is already a huge positive in your life as well as the lives of others.
Every drop of water within you and the lives you touch by being you or are here because of you contain the water that has ever fallen in a rainstorm, blizzard, hurricane, monsoon, and flowed through every stream, creek, river, lake, reservoir, and tear from every human that has ever existed before the day you and they were born.
So take all of your drops of water and do something that continues the flow life and connect, share, learn, teach, and inspire someone, or yourself.
Because we are all responsible for our own happiness and our own unhappiness.
Mitakuye Oyasin